#Jealousy Hurts

#Jealousy Hurts 15

Zayn's Pov:

''That's the thing Zayn, I don't know who? My head is spinning!'' Shifali had pushed pressure to her head. I lean my head against the door as she said something that shocked me-

''What if I go back drinkin-'' She paused and arose from where she was sitting, I look at her as she shake-

''What did you say?'' I questioned,

''Nothing.'' She denied simply

''What did you say?'' I repeated the question

''NOTHING.'' She denied even harder,

''Shifali.'' she sighed and rubbed her hand around her forehead. I was waiting for her to explain what to say to me,

''Promise me something, you would never say to anyone, I beg you Zayn'' she sat down next to me again with her knee bended upwards.

''I promise.'' As old times you would cross over your heart physically. She began to speak-

''I use to drink.''

''Why?'' I dare to ask,

''Depression, sadness, broken heart..''

''By Matt''

''Yeah. I use to think, I was worthless to anybody- I use to think, things happen for a reason and it did. Matt broke my heart to bring me rainy days and broken hearts. I was a waste to peoples life- I lost my friends, some of my family and my personality. Until, I put the drink down and start to make my way up again. I didn't want to cry for someone who doesn't love me anymore, I called Nuru and Zaynah to have a chat. It worked out nicely, I got my job back and friends. I met people to talk about my story''

''You went to rehab?''

''Kinda, but I recovered quite quickly. I began sing with the girls and we made it so far in life, that I forgot about Matt''

''How old was you?'' I asked,

''16''

''That young''

''Yeah, I became famous when I was 13- people were worried about me when I disappeared at 16''

''The world was looking for ya'' I tried to cheer up the moment,

''I guess..please don't say anything to Harry, your the first person I told my story to'' she begged, I could see the determined in her eyes that she wasn't joking

''I thought Zaynah and Nuru knew'' I thought confused.

''They don't know the full story like you'' She mumbled.

''I swear, I won't say anything to people'' I smile at her as she,

"Thank you" She arose whilst helping me up off the floor and on to the bed.

"I'll come back later today, just need to text Harry to come pick me up. I agreed and said,

"Okay" she opens the door and waves goodbye whilst having her phone out, I wave goodbye and turned the T.V. on..

Shifali's Pov:

As I walk outside, Matt frightened me,

"Ahhh!" He had got my by the waist and swinging me side to side as I laughed and begged-

"Matt, stop..I..can't..breath..Matt, MATT!" he finally stopped and put me down. I turn to him and say,

"I'm going home and Harry's going to pick me up'' I was holding and bending down to my belly,