#Jealousy Hurts

#Jealousy Hurts 20

Shifali's Pov:

I walked into my room and Harry came in, I shut the door. As soon as I shut the door and turned around, Harry kissed me- he lift me up and threw me on the bed, I try to get him off but he was stronger than me. He let go off my lips and try to undress me whilst saying,

"I missed you so much babe"

"I missed you too but I have to tell you something"

"You can tell me later but first-"

"Its really important Harry"

"Not important than this.."

"Harry. Harry stop!!" he finally stopped and climbed off of me, I arose and sat up, I took a deep breath and he began to talk,

"So..What's so important?"

"Harry, I'm sorry. We can't be together anymore"

"What? wait..Are you breaking up with me?" he was confused, my voice began to get shaky.

"I kissed another person, I'm so sorry Harry. It just happened-"

"Who?" he questioned getting really pissed,

"It was..Matt" I struggle to get out of my mouth-

"Matt?!! Out of all people, why him?!!!" he shouted

"I'm sorry Harry, some how I have feelings for him!-"

"So what, you just magically forgot about me. YOUR BOYFRIEND!"

"It wasn't like that, I was going to call you to pick me up. But that's my boyfriend's job! and you know what..Matt asked me if I wanted a lift home. At first I said no, then he convinced me that nothing was going to happen. He drove me 2 miles away from the hospital until the car slowed down, he kissed me first, I didn't know he was going to do that. Look Harry, you could forgive me or not- I just want to say that I'm sorry and I know I was dumb to do that to you- I ain't one of though person who says 'Even though we ain't together, we can be friends' but I do wish you don't hate me as to I don't hate you."

"So is this your excuse of kissing another boy?"

"Why do you think that?! If this wasn't the truth, why would we be having this conversation?!" my voice was getting slower, my eyes were sore from crying,

"You know what, I'm going" he opened the door-

"Wait, we need to talk about it more" I get off of the bed and walk towards him,

"What is there more to talk about?! I'm done with you." he turned around whilst I said his name,

"Harry. Harry!! Wait!" he ran downstairs as I ran behind him, tears welled up in my eyes. Everyone arises from there seat and watch the scene, Matt stood in shock and worry- Harry stopped and turned around then said something that destroyed me,

"Do you know what Shifali? You're a little slut, who dates people because they give you what you want! You're a dirty little slut!" he opened the door to find Louis and Zayn standing just about to knock, Harry pushed pass Louis.

"Guess who's home guys.. What happen?" he turned back to the crowd whilst I collapse on the step, crying in the palm of my hand, eyes were on me. Zaynah and Nuru walked up too me, I jerked away- whilst they tried to touch me-and screamed,

"Don't touch me! Just leave me alone!" I ran up the stairs

"Shifali!" Matt called. I slammed the door whilst locking it as well, I pace myself around the room and slam my body on the floor, that when I saw a glass bottle under my bed. I crawl and grab it from out of there and see the label saying, 'Red Wine'. I look at the date and find it was hidden under my bed for 4 years, since I was 16. I think about it and then started to cry even harder, I forget about my pass- I regret doing this but its for the better..