#Jealousy Hurts

#Jealousy Hurts 52

'Because he might be on his death bed doesn't mean that you always have to defend him!'

Matt's Pov:

I stood at the door and starred at her. Bruise on the corner of her head, she looks so peaceful. Suddenly, her head had turn towards me, she struggled to smile. I smiled back and walk towards her, I gently stroked her face and a tear slipped down my face. I leaned in and placed the longest kiss on her lips- I gently pull away and Shifali had bit her bottom lip whilst smiling. Shifali held my hand, which was stroking her face, and kept it on her cheek. I looked down at Shifali's wrist, I see a beautiful bracelet around her wrist. I've never seen her wear it before..must be new. She had noticed me looking at her wrist-Shifali had spoke clear and slowly,

"Like it? Harry gave it to me." Harry. I screwed my eyes a little and snatched my hand away from Shifali. Shifali had sat up and came off the bed as I turn away not facing her. She rested one of her hand on my shoulder,

"Harry." I whispered however she heard. Her hand slid off my shoulder as I turned to face her. Her face turned from a worried face to a serious face.

"What? Look, if you assume it was him..then you're wrong. It was me." She defended. She got to be joking? I then spit back at her,

"Because he might be on his death bed doesn't mean that you always have to defend him!" I held her shoulders but she pulled my arms off of her. Shifali's face turned red and she shouted back,

"Harry is not going to die! I have faith for him and so what if I'm defending him, he's my friend." Friend? Really? Who would be friends with their ex's? I chuckled as if it was a joke.

"Ex-boyfriend, you mean." I mumbled. Suddenly, a hard sting was met to my face. Shifali had slapped me, she was angry. She walked around the room and was biting on her thumbnail, I walked behind her and she didn't want to look at me.

"I'm sorry." Shifali ignored me and carried on walking around. I stopped and sighed, ran my finger through my hair, I then gently grabbed her by the waist, as she was coming towards me, and kissed her. She began to push me off but I held her tight and close, eventually I let go of her and she began to pant heavy.

"That's what you get for trying to fight me off." I smirked at her however she wasn't smiling. Shifali had started to breath slower now,

"Do you think a kiss will make it up? Huh? You can hate Harry, for no what reason but don't you EVER say that he's gonna die. Unlike you, Harry is the most sweetest boy to have company with..I never wanna miss that." I feel hurt and feel a bit bad. I shouldn't have said that. My smirk had disappeared and I looked Shifali deadly in the eye, a tear had trickled down her eye. Shifali had harshly wiped the tear and walked in the bathroom, closing the door.

After 2 minutes, I walk towards the bathroom door and used my knuckles to knock on it. I heard sniffs and crying laughters, then she spoke out-

"Go away! I don't want to see you right now, Matthew. Just leave!" That's the first time, I heard Shifali call my name out like that. I'm done crying over her and I should just leave her. I stormed out of the room and didn't look back, Zaynah and the others looked at me in confusion and worriedness. They followed me and the crowd was increased, as we walked out, camera men and hosts were running up to us and asking millions of questions. I'm not really in the mood for answering questions- I walked through the crowd saying nothing, I felt as I was an island right now. We finally reached to the car and Louis went to drive, we got in and I began to daydream and remember what had happen with Shifali. Niall sat next to me, he then whispered to me-

"Hey, is she okay?" I can't say we had a fight and left her in the bathroom in tears.

"Uh..yeah." I planted a fake smile as he smiled back. He turned back to Nuru and began to talk to her. All I want to do is smash something or hurt someone or thing because I'm so angry.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Fuck! I took out my phone and looked at my home screen, me and Shifali smiling. I put my phone away and look out to the night, a tear slipped down my face.

I hate myself.

Maya's Pov:

I reflect on what just happen between  me and Luke. It wasn't good at all, if I'm willing to get with him..I need to have self-control. Luke came back inside only with his boxers on and I felt turned on however I need to control myself. Luke walked through the living room and went upstairs, after a ten of minutes..I start to make my way upstairs too. Zayn then mumbled to me,

"Play nicely or else." I placed a smirk and raised my eyebrows. He smiled back at me and continued to talk to Liam. I reached the top of the stairs, I walked into my room to see if Luke was in there. Sure enough, he was. He was on his phone and didn't notice me in the room as well. I cleared my throat for his attention, he looked at me and jumped a little. I smiled a little and began to walk my way to him, I sat on the bed next to him as he went back to his phone. I took a deep breath and began to make up my words..

"I'm...sorry. Excuse my choice of words, but I am..really sorry. I didn't mean to. Like..I didn't mean to..umm-" He finished my sentence and looked straight in my eyes,

"Control me? Hurt me with words? Keep assuming we're together? Saying I'm lying about something?" I then agreed with him,

"Yes, all of that. Luke..I'm really sorry, I'll try to keep myself under-control. I'll use minimum of hurtful words towards you, I'll stop assuming that we're together, I'll-" Suddenly, Luke laughed a little, which made me stop rambling on, and hugged me. I wrapped my hands around him awkwardly however it felt really nice. We let go of each other and he looked at me then shake his head, he bit his lip ring and began to play with it. He then let go of he's lip ring and began to speak,

"I..forgive you. Haha, it's nice that you came..alone..and actually apologized. Thanks."

"I'm happy, you're happy." That sounds so wet but I already said it. I smiled at him and we sat in a very awkward silence until we heard the front door open and closed, I guess they're back..and Nuru. Ugh!

(Life is cute. IF ZAYNAH IS READING THIS NOW...HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY TOMATO!!!! I 'LL GIVE YOU THE BEST PRESENT TOMORROW COZ I COULDN'T GET IT YESTERDAY FOR TODAY HOWEVER...WELCOME TO THE TEEN FARM)