I fell in love with my best friend

Chapter 6- Im sorry

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Jake POV
L: Jeez bro thats deep
J: Yeah well you woundnt know so
L: Did I ask you
J: No
L: Now get out before I beat your ass up again
J: Fine Im going to visit erika
So i get in my truck and drive to the hospital. I walk in and go to the front counter.
Desk Lady-DL
DL: Hello sir what can I do for you
J: Um could I please visit Erika Costell
DL: Sir Im not allowed to let anyone visit her Im sorry. Are you of any relation to her at all?
J: N-No
DL: Well than Im going to have to ask you to leave
J: But you dont understand!
DL: Sir im sorry im only doing my job
J: Of course. Im sorry um heres my number. Call me when I can come back
DL: I cant do that
J: *scoffs*Of course you cant
And with that I left I couldn't believe it. She has no fucking family.Oh and we have no school for a week because of Alissa. So thats nice i guess. As I was about to get in my car I saw I familiar man about 10 parking spots down from mine getting out of his car. It looked  a lot like Blake. I ran up to him.
J: Where do you think you are going
B: To see Erika, why?
J: I already tried they wouldnt let me
B: Watch me.
I grabbed him arm very tightly
J: Do not fucking touch her man or I will fuck you up. Ive done it before.
B: Pfft I let you win
J: Sure
B: I didn't want Erika. I didn't really care
J: Why are you here than
B: Because I want her now
J: Well shes NEVER gonna want you back after what you put her through and who was there when that happened. Me and not You
B: Watch me bitch
J: Id like to see you get rejected
B: Shut the fuck up
Then he walked in and went up to the front counter. I nonchalantly walked behind him. I hear him say that he is her boyfriend. Why didn't I think of that? Shit! Hes walked back with the nurse. I walk to where the bathroom is and act like Im using it so they dont get suspicious. After that I go to the camera room is where I can see what the cameras pick up. I used to come here alot when I was a kid cuz my mom works her but idk where she is rn. Probably doing some long surgery. Anyways I get there and sit down. I wait for one camera to show blake walking in the door. I flip through and then I found it. And make it full screen so I can see better. I see blake walk in and walk up to her bed. Shes just laying there with her eyes closed. Shes not asleep. Shes unconscious. Unaware of everything around her.
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I watch him rub her thigh back and forth with his hand. I see him hold her hand in his.I see him tuck a hair behind her ear and stroke her cheek. And then he starts make his way back down to her thigh and sticks his hand up her hospital dress and starts to finger her. Hard. I want to help but I cant move. I just cant protect her. I always fail. And she will never know about and I have to keep it a secret from her. Im gonna beat his ass. No im gonna kill him. I watch more of the cameras and he starts taking his pants off and then I rush out the camera room and to her room which now I know what rook # because of the cameras. #67. He cannot rape her. I ran as fast as I could. I make it to her room and barge open the door to find him standing over her with his dick out. Was I too late?
J: I told you not to touch her!
B: Woah Jake
J: Get out
B: I can expla—
J:Get the fuck out I said!
B: Fine but just so you know I didnt do it so dont start filing court dates or some shit
I then punch him really hard in the face.
B: What was that for?!
J: For almost raping her!
B: Its not like shes your girlfriend, so why do you care?
J: Because I fucking love her! Thats why
B: Well I love her too

END OF VERY MATURE

J: No you dont. You love her body. You love the idea of her. But you most definitely do not love HER. And you will never know her like I do and you will never love her like I do. *Now sobbing* Because I love her with everything In me and now because of fucking alissa she might die and wont ever get to know my real feelings for her. But I dont know maybe its best if she dies so she wont have to face the fact that you almost raped her and have to remember how you cheated on her multiple times for no god damn reason and she wont have to live with the pain she will forever feel because of you and alissa and her family and so many other things. Because for some reason all this happens to her that shouldnt because she is the most kind, genuine, caring, beautiful no gorgeous person I have ever met in my life and you never deserved her and you never will!
Then after that Blake left. And I heard a soft voice say my name
E: Jake?