Chapter 10-Blake

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by jerikaislit101

by jerikaislit101

Jake POV
I go downstairs again and lay on the couch and fall asleep.
Erika POV
Im laying in a bed. My eyes still closed. Its like im awake but I cant move. I cant talk. Im just laying here. My mind goes back to that moment. I smell cologne. Im in a boys room. Im unfamiliar with the smell.I here someone coming up the steps. Louder and louder until i'm sure they are standing right over me. Then I imagine him jerking me so I'm in the right position. I try to scream and run but I cant. Im frozen. I try to wake up but I cant. I can feel his dick pressing against me. And then it goes hard into me. Its the worst pain Iv felt in my life and then he said something but I wake up screaming and crying. Im soaked in my own tears. And I realize it was just a dream and Im safe in Jakes room.
E: Jake!
I yell
E: Jake!
And then he comes barging into the room.
J: Erika you're soaked! Were you crying?
I nodded me head yes holding back tears. Trying to hold myself together.
J: Its ok
E: Jake it happened all over again
J: What
E: When Blake raped me. It was like I was trapped in a terrible nightmare and I couldn't wake up. I wanted to scream your name so bad but I couldnt so I guess I just started crying. Jake, Im so fucked up. So much shit has happened to me my body cant even handle it so it starts replaying stuff like that and putting me in sleep paralysis.
J: Erika 1st of all you are not fucked up. You are beautiful, genuine, smart. Erika the list goes on.God damn it ,Erika you are perfect.
Jake POV
She just sat there with her head hung low. So I embraced her in a hug and she immediately started balling into my chest.
J: Erika I will always be here for you and You know that
E: Do I?
J: Do you really think Imma ditch you
E: Everybody else has. My family is dead. My dad left when I was 2. All my friends think I'm a cheating hoe.
J: Erika, Im not going anywhere
E: What do you think people are gonna say at school?!
J: I dont know Erika! All I know is that whatever it is we have to stick together. We always have. This will just be the hardest one to get through.
E: I just wanna graduate and get myself away from all those dick heads.
J: Erika I get that but we have 2 years.Lets just enjoy it.
E: Fine
J: Thank you! So what do you wanna do now?