My Rapunzel

Time without him: Rapunzel point of view

Its only been two days since I last spoke to him. He left on June 18,2018 to travel to Missouri. He is on his way to basic training. Life has been boring. I usually spend my hours texting him and talking to him on the phone or Xbox chat. Now hes gone for three and a half months life wont be the same without him. Our usual routine is gone hes unable to message during his time. I miss him more then I can put in words. I had a dream about him.

It was end of the world dream with zombies but he was there. He protected me and gave me sweet and gentle kisses. I was able to see his smile when he looked at me. I would smile back and give him a great big hug and rub my face in his chest. He would afterwards grab my hand and lead me to safety. Seeing him made me feel like a child my heart beating quickly. We found a camp to stay at for awhile until a mob of zombies arrived and we all had to evacuate I went across the river and at the bank searched for him, looking at the crowd. I was terrified that I might loose him but after while we finally found each other. After wondering around we found my aunts house who loves the woods and we crawled through an open window. We was able to stay there in peace together. The dream made me wish to live with him and love him. I look at the pictures of us together and it makes me so happy to have chance to love him again.

I think about you everyday my love if you ever decide to read this I love you with all my heart. I think about you everyday and wish you good luck and hope you pass the physical training (pt) test.

June 27,2018
I just received his mailing address today. It made to very happy and excited. I instantly began to write a letter the first one was slopy and all over the place so I got a new piece of paper and began to write a more neat letter. I put the letter in an envelope and put a stamp in the right corner. I wanted to put the letter that night but my mother said tomorrow. Unfortunately I missed the mail man to another night it seems. The thought upset me to have missed the chance to send a letter to my beloved.

July 7,2018
Still haven't heard from him and I have sent five letters and I tried my driving test but failed and now plan to retake it Wednesday. I miss my love and hope he is doing ok.

July 14,2018
I finally got a letter from him 9 letters have already been sent out to him. He says he is ok and staying hydrated. Hes always waking up at 4 in the morning sore and people are already quitting but he says he wont give up. He also says he misses me and wishes I was there I wish I could be there with open arms to support him. He also says they are almost done with red phase with alot of exercise till when they wake up and 9 which is lights out.He says next week they will get their guns in white phase.He also tells me they only get 1 min for shower which I take hours idk how they can even clean that fast. Soon they will be getting guns bets hes gonna be excited about it. I am so happy to read the letter it made me blush and smile I can't wait to hear from him again. I got a letter for tomorrow as a reply to his letter. In a previous letter I have sent wallet size photos of us. I hope he likes them. Till the next letter!!!