Finding Love

Chapter 5

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Tempo perdido (Lost Time)

I was sitted in bed for some time. I began to remember and digest the memories from the time before I sleep, I didn't know if I could call that "last night", considering it was almost morning. Oh yes, it had tequila in my stomach yet. Oh fuck, I can't with all of that.

In a jump, I got up out of bed and ran to the bathroom to puke. I took almost a whole bottle of tequila out of my body. Not that I drank that much, but it seemed that this drink had the power to multiply itself inside my body. Brushed my teeth to get out that horrible taste and went back to bed.

I layed and looked at my - still pink - ceiling.

- Want another shot of tequila? I hear it's great for hangover!

- Only if it's to put my whole stomach out!

We laugh together again. This was starting to be our normal. The laughs and intimacy. She got up and laid in bed with me, was large enough for both of us. Actually, I don't know why she didn't sleep besides me. I think I would like that. Why I would like that? I really don't know, but for sure it would be nice.

- How are you? - She asked in an big animation that I had doubts if she really only slept 3 hours.

- I'm fine, I'm not ready for another. But I'm ok!

We continue to talk about things that had happened last night, the gossip, laughter and all I still could remember. But I was curious, or rather disturbed with what she said in the pool. I needed to know if it was true, my heart needed to know.

- I need to ask you something. - I Started- Just say, I wasn't drunk, I remember everything! - And when she finished the phrase she supported her body at the elbow and stared me.

A heat came through my body and I couldn't explain. It wasn't the first time and would not be the last.

- What did you say yesterday in the pool?

- What do you mean? I said a lot of things.

- When I asked why you took me out of the nice boy...you said it was because you wanted a night of friends. It was just for that?

She lay back and supported the head in his hands cutting the possibility to read her eyes.

- It was just that - Her response was low and I hardly heard her voice.

- Was? Are you sure?

- I am. Why? - She asked that question while turned back to me. She didn't want to look me into the eyes

At that time I felt drunk again, I was dizzy, my body was warm and in a movement I got away from the blanket, I dragged my body towards hers, I let my hand covered her waist leaving almost none of free space between our bodies, I pushed her hair off her neck, I got my face close to her ear and said.

- Say the truth, please.

- What for? To end our friendship? To pulled you away from me? Never.

- No, I just need to know that you feel the same

From there everything happened very slowly, or not. Her body turned back to me still stuck by my arm, which was now on her back. Her mouth was right next to mine and I could feel the hot breath on my chin. Among the bodies there wasn't space and the breaths mingled in front of us. We were in shock, or at least I was.

- You want? - She broke the silence.

- I don't know what I want, I just know that with you my body shakes, the breath failure. ...

- And the heart speeds up and the legs shake - She completed my thought exactly as I would say.

- What is all this? - I asked still very close to her

- I don't know, I just know that I like and that I want.

- I also like and want, but. ...

Before I could finish, she touched her lips on mine. Pressed lightly.

My heart sped up even more, almost came out of my chest, my legs lost all strength and my body collapsed. Her hand touched my back making me shudder even more.

She opened a little her mouth leaving room for my tongue to pass, the Kiss became more intense, more fun. Her tongue was walking through my mouth and I just felt my whole body

heating up.

The mouths fit in a different way, soft, mild, hot, our bodies brushed and gets closer, the hands seemed choreographed as smoothing our backs at a synchronized pace with the kiss, pressing my body against hers and making my forces going out and my body releasing in her arms.

I pushed gently her mouth from mine, I needed to get some air, was suffocating.

- Sorry - She, again, broke the silence.

- Why?

- I didn't know if I could done that or not. I'm sorry.

It was my time. I gave a chuckle, I passed the hand at her face and kissed her. It was a real kiss and full of desire. Our bodies fit together perfectly and our mouths seemed made for each other.

I'm not sure how many hours we stayed there kissing and laughing, it was all very new to me. I was in my bed kissing my best friend and more than that, I was loving it. I was in love with a woman and how this could happen? I was not only in love, but also, I was hot inside. I was feeling more than just my heart racing, my whole body was racing for her. For a woman. I really didn't see this coming.

We didn't talked that morning. I didn't want to talk, I just wanted to take advantage of that new thing that was Vic's kiss, the hottest kiss I had ever experienced. It was wet in the right measure, intense in the right measure, challenging, embedded, slow, fast, was perfect.

As the hours advance, we knew that we had to get out of bed at some point. We had coffee together with my mother and Vic's went home. And I? I went to my room to think about that. And now? What to do? Is that right? What I did is right? Do I want more? I wonder if she wants more? I was with millions of questions popping up in my head and I couldn't answer any of them. All I could remember was her taste still in my mouth, her smell on the pillow. I was finding strands of her hair at my room. I couldn't stop thinking about everything that had happened that morning. That's when my phone rang, it was a message. "It was beautiful and special. See you later. I can't wait. Kisses"

I laughed and threw myself on the bed again. It looks like I just found out about love.

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