JM (BTS) Contentment...

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"Wae (Why?)"

It's been so difficult managing work and personal life lately. I can never trust anyone enough to stay with Minho, so I've had to cut back on work hours. It's fine, but it means I have to be much more careful with expenditure and budgeting now.

So far, it has been three long weeks without Jieun and I am genuinely struggling without her by my side. I don't have the same emotional and even physical support anymore. Although, we do talk on the phone daily and fit in video calls when we can, like we had both promised; so I still have her with me. It's still not the same though.

On a brighter note, I have been able to meet up with some of the BTS boys while Minho was at playschool for a few hours recently. However I'm not so sure he likes playschool because he's always telling me he misses me. My poor baby.

Taehyung oppa, Jungkookie and Hoseok-ie oppa came to a cafe near my place to hang out for a while a few days ago. We said we will meet again tomorrow, as Minho will be at playschool again from 11am till 2pm, so I have three hours to kill; not that the guys know about this.

I don't want them to judge me like everyone does once they find out I have a child. People are never willing to hear the whole story before they cook up assumptions of their own, some completely making no sense. I really like these guys, they're the closest friends I've had in years and it would be nice if it would last longer. They're nothing like I expected idols to be like. They are all so innocent and funny, not arrogant and demanding like I had imagined, perhaps due to how the media portrays them sometimes. But I'm glad they are dorks and get along with people so easily. Look at me being hypocritical! Judging others and not wanting to be judged myself...idiot!

These are my last thoughts as I drift into slumber...

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(Jimin POV)

I gasp for air as my eyes shoot open, feeling cold and wet all of a sudden. My eyes dart towards the culprit, who stands above my frame with a now empty bucket in his hands.

I glare at him, "You are so dead hyung!"

He tuts at me, mocking me. "Is that any way to talk to your hyung?"

"You say it like I care", I shrug whilst swinging my legs out of the soaked duvet.

"Well, it's not like I expected anything else, now hurry up and get ready." He says.

I look at him in confusion, "Are we going somewhere?"

"Yeah, we're going to an art museum..."

I cut him off, "Who's 'we'?"

He rolls his eyes at my impatient behaviour, "Well if you'd have let me finish I was gonna say Me, you, Taehyung, Jungkook and Namjoon." He grumbles a little.

Now it's my turn to roll my eyes, "What about Jin hyung and Hoseok hyung?"

"Hobi is heading to the studio to help Jin hyung practise some of our choreo, now hurry and get ready, we need to be there by 11..." he says whilst retreating from my room.

Groaning, I get up to go and get ready, seeing as I don't really have much choice in the matter...

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(Minji POV)

"Bye eomma." my baby says quite reluctantly as his teacher holds his hand, taking him into the classroom.

I sigh deeply knowing he's not enjoying this. Unfortunately it is something he has to learn to deal with on his own, seeing as parents aren't allowed to stay in school by their kids' sides.