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"Klay do you already have plans today ?" Kevin asked me. It seemed like the whole team was waiting for my answer because they all looked at me.
"Nah , it seems like I won't for awhile." I muttered to myself.
"What ?"
"No I don't have plans."
He looked at me with a little bit of surprise.
"Oh word ? Well we were all gonna hangout today if you wanted to come."
"Yeah I'l come."
Would I enjoy it ? Probably not but since I wasn't talking to Salice anymore , I had more time for them. I sighed and got dressed and went home to feed Rocco. I laid on the couch with him before I got picked up by Draymond.
"Sup man , it's been a minute since you been out with the boys."
"Yeah I know." I said, nodding my head and looking down at my phone. Moments like these , I would just scroll through our texts and miss her more than I already did. I sighed and locked my phone before paying attention to Draymond. He pulled up to Nick's house and he got in the back.
"Damn Klay I haven't seen you off of the court in a minute."
"Yeah."
Draymond drove to the club where we were all supposed to be at. I walked out with them to feel the cameras all over us. We walked in and sat down , drinking quickly. I didn't want alcohol. And it was only because Salice loved it and it reminded me of her.
I'm fucking sad.
I sat in the corner by myself and watched everyone have fun while I wasn't. I loved the team but I didn't love them the way I loved Salice.
I loved her.
I'm in love with her.
But she doesn't feel the same way.
And she doesn't even stay in the Bay anymore.
Mamacita💃🏻❣️
When are you gonna talk to me ? - 11:05 PM
I read her text and read it over and over again before deciding to not text back. Someone tapped my arm and I quickly locked my phone and looked up to see Stephen.
"I'm leaving early and I know you don't want to be here so let's go."
I stood up and left behind Stephen. He drove off and spoke to me.
"What's been going on with you ?"
"Nothing, I-"
He pulled the car over and parked on the side of the road before turning off the car.
"I'm getting sick of the lies Klay. I've known you for six years and I know the way you acting isn't normal so you got some explaining to do. I'm not turning the car on until you say something that makes atleast a little bit of some sense."
I sighed and my phone dinged again.
Mamacita💃🏻❣️
Okay ignore me Klay. I've been trying to talk to you but if you don't want me to talk to you , then let me know that right now. - 11 : 34 PM
I locked my phone again and held my face in my hands.
"You gonna say something ?"
"I've fucked up man." I told him.
"How ?"
"I fell in love."
I could feel him looking at me with shock and surprise.
"You what ?"
"I fell in love and my whole mind is fucked up and I practically fucked over my whole damn relationship before it started."
He turned to me.
"How ? What's going on ?"
"I met this girl. She was well is different from everyone I met. She has this way to capture me and I was selfishly spending all my time with her that's why I was always busy."
"Why didn't you say anything ?"
I looked at him with a dumb look.
"You don't remember who Draymond is and what he does ?"
"Yeah nevermind." He said, looking away and then back at me ," What happened ?"
I immediately groaned.
"What ?"
"She took me to Cabo for my birthday and shit started getting sexual between us and during our first time having sex , I told her I loved her."
Stephen's jaw dropped.
"You seriously said that ?"
"I told her I was in love with her and she just stared at me. I knew she didn't feel the same and it was so awkward after that to the point , we cut the trip short and came back home. I didn't talk to her for a day until she called me and I knew she was crying so I went to go see her. " I said with clenched fists.
"She was moving to LA, she was leaving me. Just when I had her , she was leaving. She couldn't stop crying because she didn't want to but work was getting hectic and she hated the trips back and forth to LA so she was just gonna move back there. So I fell in love , told a girl I loved her and she isn't a part of my life anymore so that's what happened so can you please take me home ?"
"I'm sorry man."
"Don't worry about it." I told him as I looked out the window. He started the car and drove off back to my house. He dropped me off and I walked inside to an empty house. I kicked off my shoes and went upstairs to my room to lay in the bed where I wish she was in.
You know what sucks the most ?
Her side of the bed still smells like her and she won't be laying here anymore.
