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"Say it , look me in the eye and say you don't love me anymore."
I looked down and didn't say a word because I couldn't do what she wanted. I still loved her and lying wasn't just something I could do. Especially to her.
"You don't even the balls to even look at me. You are a fucking coward." She spoke through gritted teeth. She turned around and left me standing there with everyone looking at me.
"Um well I guess the party is over." Ayesha said. Everyone awkwardly cleared out and I reached out to touch Hannah but she gave me a rude glare. I pulled my hand back and looked back down. We were the first to leave and Hannah was driving because she snatched the keys from my hands. It was complete silence the way back to my house where her car was at. She parked the car and we sat there in silence as she turned it off.
"What the fuck was that Klay ?"
"I can't really tell you because I don't know." I admitted.
"But do you want to know what I know ?"
"W-"
"YOU ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME AND YOU LOVE SOMEONE ELSE ?!"
"Hannah. I'm sorry."
She laughed and shook her head.
"You can't apologize for this. You just can't . It can't make things right."
Now she was tearing up.
"You love her and I feel stupid as hell."
The thing was even sadder was that I didn't even comfort her, I just watched her. I didn't have to look away and comfort her like I did for Salice .
Because she wasn't her.
"Why did you fake this the whole time ?"
"I didn't fake anything."
"So you are interested in me and only used me for head because the one you wanted to fuck all along wouldn't let you ?"
"I-I"
"Explain yourself."
"I love her. I'm in love with her."
There was a moment of silence before she spoke.
"What happened to you two ?"
"From the moment I met , she was different. She was loud and confident and was ready to take over the world. She understood me. Salice was and is still great. But she took me out the country for my birthday and I told her I loved her. She didn't say anything so I took it as she didn't feel the same way and then she left and came back and the same thing happened and after that we didn't talk well until today." I told her.
"If she is the one you love , why did you choose to waste my time ?"
"You are the complete opposite of her. From everything , you were her opposite and I thought being with you would make me forget about those feelings or whatever but after all this time with you , I realized you weren't her. "
She leaned over and kissed my cheek.
"Give her some space before talking to her and I better see her posted within the next three months and if I don't , I'm swinging on you."
"You aren't mad ?"
She shook her head and smiled.
"Not really. I can't be mad because I don't need to be. You are in love with her and you smile so big when you talk about her. And I'm glad that I wasn't the only one feeling terrible about our relationship because I'm going to Africa in two months."
I looked at her confused.
"Africa ?"
"Yeah I developed a cure for African Tick Bite Fever and I'm going to help out there. I was going to tell you soon but this moment is better than any other."
We sat there for a second.
"So this is it ?"
"I think it is. Klay you are a great guy but you make dumb decisions. Please do better. "
I nodded. She gave me a hug before getting out and getting into her own car and leaving. I still sat there by myself.
