I'm so done with everything...
I'm done with my fake smile...
I'm done saying I'm fine....
All my friends...
They used me...
Like a doll...
Just like how the rest of my family uses my mom....
I don't know who to trust anymore...
I'm so broken...
But I'm still here...
Why am I still here....
Why can't people just forget me...
Just like how he forgot us the day he went away and never came back....
No one ever cared for me...
My mother has to much things on her mind to worry about me...
I've tried to commit suicide so many times but I
can't do it...
I can't do it anymore...
All my friends tricked me into thinking I was they're friend...
But I know I can't leave you guys....
I don't want my friends to feel the same grief I felt the day I found out he was Brain Dead from the hospital....
I don't even know if my Girlfriend even still loves me....
Cause I'm so broken I don't know what to trust anymore or any one.....
I just don't know what to do....
I'm sorry for this stupid vent...
