I'm so weak
I'm such an idiot
To ever think that my father cared
He's disappointed at me
I'm a weakling
To continue to grief over something that happened over a year ago
I bet people agree that I'm weak
That I'm a little weakling who can't do anything but cry and put a fake smile on every day and have people think I'm ok cause I don't want people to know I'm depressed cause...
I'm weak
I'm weak
I'm weak
I'm. Weak
I'm.. Weak
I'm weak.
I'm weak..
I'm weak...
Ive been such a weakling and people will agree.....
Say
It...
I'm a weakling...
I'll take punches and bruises, cuts like its nothing I took staples to the head to fix my gash but.......
All that is just physical strength.....
Not mental.....
So.
I'm..
Weak...
So very weak.....
I care for others.....
I could never care about myself....
I made a promise...
To never cut...
But I can't continue to keep the promise any longer............
I'm sorry for wasting your time withy problems.... I'm a weakling...
Say it.........
Say it........
That I'm a weakling and that I'm the reason for my father's death........... Say those words......
