Difficult Love (Ziall Fanfiction)

Chapter 1: He is My Love

~He is my love, and loves someone. The problem is that someone isn't me.~

♧Niall's Pov♧

-"Oh no, I am late again!"-

I said while I was running down the stiars. I was supposed to be practicing with the guys about 10 minutes ago, but I woke up too late and I couldn't get any breakfast. I opened the red door in front of me, they were all there waiting for me.

–"S-sorry again guys!"-

I said feeling bad. It was the third time this month it happened to me.

-"Hey! You are late again. Oh well, it's you after all."-

Harry said with a smile in his face. He was always like that, usually a careless person just like me. But don't you dare to make him angry! He is scary when he is mad, he is a different person! Maybe when he is mad, he becomes a dark Harry or something.

-"Hey there Blondie!"-

I heard someone in the other side of the room. It was Liam. A really nice guy, with a big heart. If I ever have a problem, he is the first one of the group to now.

I saw Louis smiling as always. He was sitting beside Harry. He was such a funny person! And I will tell you a secret, sometimes I think he and Harry are in love. They are always together, hugging, laughing and telling jokes that only they understand. They usually said "I love you" one to the other and they even live together. I wonder if something happens between them....

-"Well, let's start then."-  

And that one was Zayn...Zayn Malik my unreachable love. He is taller than me, (everyone is), he has hazel eyes and black hair. He has such a perfect face. He has many tatoos, but they all look amazingly sexy on him. But he can't be mine...he is dating a beautiful girl. Beautiful outside, but horrible in her heart.

None one knows about my feelings for Zayn...And probably, none one will ever know...I don't want to cause trouble to him. He is so happy with her, I just can't change that.

-"Yes! Lets get started!"-

I said, trying to sound confident, but suddenly, my hungry stomach started begging for food. Everyone started laughing even myself. I forgot I haven't eat anything. But while we were all laughing, Zayn took a bag out of his backpack.

-"Take this Niall, you need to eat something before we get started."-

He hanged out a half-eaten chicken sandwich. Oh God, oh God. I took it and smiled shyly.

–"Thank you!"-

I said.  We were so near one from the other. I could see little hair growing up in his chin. Sooner or later, he was going to have a beard. I could also notice his beautiful pink lips. He was so perfect...so beautiful...

-"Well, well. Are we here to flirt or to sing you lovebirds?"-

Harry said that and my checks turned red. Oh God! My face was burning it was so embarrassing.

-"Ha-Harry! What the hell are you saying?"-

Harry stared laughing. He was usually like that, but that wasn't a good moment to hear his jokes.

-"Harry, you shouldn't be talking about lovebirds."-

Liam said looking at Harry and Louis. Harry blushed and Louis laughed.

–"Don't worry Niall, let him be, you know he is usually like that."-

Zayn smiled and started walking to the recording room, where we usually practice. We all walked toward that room. We stayed there the whole day. It was late and dark when we finished. Only the light of the lampposts was there.  

We all said goodbye. Louis and Harry went together and "jokingly", they hold each other hands.

Liam took out his car keys and he turned on the car.

–"Do you want me to take you home?"-

I was going to accept Liam's drive, but before I could answer, Zayn said a different thing.

–"It's okay palm. We will stay in a hotel nearby. Remember we have to be early tomorrow. If I don't take care of this guy, he is going to forget his breakfast again."-

I was in shock. I was going to spend the night with Zayn?! Liam started at me and then he let a small laugh. I don't want to know how did my face looked at that moment...I was so happy, but at the same time I was embarrassed. I never though Zayn would say that. We had slept together in the pasta, yes, but we were with the other guys, we have never been alone just the two of us.

–"Okay, see you tomorrow then!"- With those words, Liam leaved.

-"There is a nice hotel near the train station. Lets go there."- Zayn stared walking in the opposite direction

. –"Fine"- I said. It was so cold that I started sneezing. Zayn noticed that, and he took off his sweater and he gave it to me. He didn't said anything, so I just took it.

–"Thanks."-

That was the only thing I could say. He was so nice, he cared so much about me, that's why I loved him so much. We stayed in silence, so I decided to break the silence and I chose a random topic.

-"Zayn..."-

-"Yes?"-

-"We didn't bring extra cloths...so...what are going to wear tomorrow?"-

-"We can take the extra cloths we have in the studio, nothing difficult."-

-"Oh yeah, you are right"-

We stayed in silence again. I had forgotten about those cloths. We never wear them, only in case of an emergency, that's why we leave them at the studio. But that wasn't exactly what I was worried about. I was thinking more about...what are we going to wear while sleeping?

We arrived to the hotel. It wasn't too luxurious, but it was nice and comfy. But it stopped being a nice place when everyone in the hotel recognized us. I was asking for a free room while Zayn was trying to make the fan girls stay calm. When I got the keys, we said goodbye and we walked as quick as we could to our room.

–"Thanks God anyone followed us"-

I said while I was looking outside the room's door

. –"Yeah, I know"-

I closed the door and I turned around...I almost got an erection just by looking at the scene in front of my eyes. Zayn was taking his clothes off. He stayed just with his black boxers. I could see his big thing between his legs. If he is that big when he is calm...I don't want to see him in the mood! He had big muscles and many tattoos that made him look so incredibly erotic. And the room didn't help too much. There was only one bed there. HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO SLEEPT THERE?!

I started doing the same thing. It was so embarrassing. I got inside the bed just like Zayn. I was shivering, and again, Zayn noticed it. He turned around and hugged me. It was a sweet and nice hug. But instead of making me happy, it made me want to cry. I knew that he gave more special hugs to Perrie, his girlfriend, and thinking that made my heart broke into small pieces

. –Good night Nialler-he said

–...Good night...Zayn-

I wish...I wish we could stay like this forever...

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AN: Sorry this chap got erased. I though that the one I had was this one...but nop :( I just rewritte it.