Difficult Love (Ziall Fanfiction)

Chapter 3

~Doing things you like together is another way of

☆Zayn's Pov☆

I was walking down the street with Perrie. We were holding hands, but she was using her phone, smiling to everyone except for me...She is always like this, I don't understand why is she so distant.

-"Honey"-

She said. I looked at her big blue eyes and smiled.

-"Yes, babe?"-

-"Lets go and eat something"-

-"Want some ice cream, beauty?"-

-"Much calories, I prefer eating some meat with vegetables and wine"-

-"Fine love lets go to that restaurant we went some weeks ago"-

-"Fine"-

Uh...I hate meat so fucking much. She always prefers to go to places with meat, sometimes I think she does that to make me get annoyed but I never have the oportunity to choose where to go . I just let her do whatever she wants. I shouldn't do that. I should tell her how I feel but somehow I don't feel comfortable doing so.

We walk toward the Italian restaurant...If I was with Niall I would be eating at Nando's with Niall.

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♧Niall's Pov♧

After Zayn left, I went to talk with Liam, but I wanted to scream. He chose that blond bitch over me! What does she have that I don't? Oh right...Zayn isn't gay nor bi, so 'am pretty fucked up here. I know he loves her but she is with him just for fame. And why did she know we were having a break? Whatever, Li can come with me. He is always there for me when I need it. Liam was checking his twitter while drinking a glass of water.

-"Hey Ni!"-

He said with a smile that made me feel better that how I was before. It was strange, he started staring at me with a worried face.

-"Ni, is everything ok?"-

Did my face was looking so bad? I didn't even notice I had my eyes cristaliced. Suddenly, tears of pain started to accumulate in the back of my blue eyes. I looked down to my feet and then looked up.

-"Yeah...more or less"-

I said but I could hear my voice break. My eyes blurred, but why would I cry? I knew since the start that he would never love me.  Liam stood up and walked toward me. He gave me a hug, one of his special and lovely hugs.

-"Did something happen?"-

-"'Am fine Li. Thanks. I just can't tell you now. Maybe sometime in the future I may tell you, but now I can't."-

He looked worried, but how could I possibly tell him am gay? I would cause troubles to the band and...Specially, I would cause Zayn more troubles than the ones he has. I wouldn't be able to live knowing he hates me.

-"Can you come to Nando's with me Li?"-

-"Sure Ni-"

He put his hand on my shoulders and we start walking outside. It was getting cloudy so Liam went for his car keys. We drove to Nando's and we stayed there a long while. It was fun being with him. Liam helped me to forget everything, but sooner or later I was going to go back to reality.

-"The tour is starting in less than two months Ni. Am really going to miss hanging around, practicing and doing nothing. Well, everything for our fans"-