22/07/18."anything is better than to face up to reality."
we didn't hurt anyone else but ourselves in the mix. our calloused hands running over faded memories. disheveled bed sheets and broken plates. our anger only be a surge of love from our expressions and emotions. showing your love through anger like it seemed to be normal. emotionally abused. into thinking that taking a bullet for your lover is the bravest thing you can do. into thinking that crying endlessly can solve your issues. into thinking that taking estranged walks through the night would heal you. nothing can heal pain, it's simply inevitable. cherish the pain you receive because god gave it to you since he knew that you'd over come it. you're the only person who can overcome your own pain. your mentality. your love. your anger. your remorse and grief. but who will it help in the end? yourself. an enduring feeling of triumph when you realise that if you can overcome abuse then you can simply overcome anything.