Bad| Min Yoongi

Monsters in My Head

I sighed deeply and stretched my body before I walked to my closet and pulled out a pair of clothes along with a towel. Playing twister with the boys is fun buts gets tiring when you end up in weird and awkward positions. Playing twister also happens when you choose to play for the entire day because you decide to skip school and call in sick for work. At least for me it wasn't like Jin who had Jungkook's ass in his face. I laughed remembering what had happened and how they reacted.

I walked to the bathroom in the hallway and entered before I closed the door and began undressing without knowing if I locked the door or not. Once I was fully undressed, I turned on the shower and waited for the water to warm up. Once the water was warm enough, I finally entered and sighed as the warm water felt great against my sweaty skin.

I began to wash my body thoroughly. As I finished washing my body, I moved onto my hair. As I began putting the shampoo in my hair I heard the door to the bathroom open. I could hear as the toilet seat was lifted and someone began peeing.

Suddenly they asked, " Hey Hyung when are you gonna finish showering? There's only two bathrooms and the other one is being used. " I immediately recognized the voice to be Yoongi's. I quickly washed the shampoo out of my hair and eyes before I heard the toilet being flushed and the sink turning on.

I stayed silent once the water for the sink stopped running. I prayed that he would just leave, but suddenly the shower curtain(?)was being pulled open. I quickly tried to push it back but then Yoongi asked, " What's wrong? It's not like I haven't seen anything. "

He pulled it more and I quickly wrapped it around me to cover myself up while I said, " Yoongi Get out! I'm not Jin! " Once he finally got a look at me he immediately blushed and said a quick apology before he turned around and left the bathroom.

I groaned when I noticed he didn't even close the damn door which meant that I had to hurry my ass up or else one of the other boys would do the same thing he did. I quickly put the shower curtain back and finished washing up before I turned off the water. I rung out my hair until most of the water was out and grabbed my towel.

I dried myself off inside the shower and wrapped the towel around myself before I stepped out. I decided to just get dressed inside my room so I grabbed my clothes and walked to my room quickly. Once I was inside I locked the door and began dressing into my sleepwear which was a plain white shirt and a pair of red shorts. I decided to sleep without a bra on because it's more comfortable even though I'm in a house full of boys. I turned off my lights before I walked over to my bed. I jumped onto my bed and as soon as I was under my blanket I was fast asleep.

I heard a noise that was similar to screaming but it was far away. I opened my eyes but only saw darkness around me. Suddenly a bright light was shone down on me. Another was shining down on something farther away from me. Hesitantly, I walked to where the other light was shining.

I gasped as I saw what was happening. It was the car accident that killed my family. I tried to look away so I couldn't see what happened but something forced me to stay frozen still and watch. I sobbed as I saw the looks on my parents' faces. I cried out for whatever was showing me to stop when I heard my brother screaming out for help even when he was in such a horrible condition.

I cried out even harder when I could perfectly hear the screams come from my mother and father until it was deathly silent except for the sounds of my crying and panting for breath. Suddenly a horrible face appeared in front of me. It looked to be something of a dead person with a bull head and horse feet. It was truly terrifying as I saw the blood scattered across its body.

It spoke to me in a deep and taunting voice. " You could've saved them but no, you were too busy having fun. " I tried my best to shake my head as I shut my eyes tightly but I was unable to when I felt a hand with long nails hold my head in place.

I whimpered and I was forced to open my eyes. When I opened my eyes there were multiple other things just like the one that had spoken to me but had slight differences. They all kept taunting me and telling me that I could've saved them.

I tried to deny it but no sound came out of my mouth other than loud breathing. They all started to surround me and a strong force blew from behind me sending me to the monster in front of me. I screamed and shut my eyes tightly.

Suddenly, I was jerked forward and I hesitantly opened my eyes just to see that I was back in my room at the boys' house. I took deep breaths to try and calm down my racing heart. I lay back down and tried my best to fall back asleep but failed miserably when the faces of all the monsters kept reappearing and telling me how the death of my family was my fault.

I didn't want to go and bother one of the boys but finally gave in when it was all too much. I jumped off my bed and opened the door before I walked out of my room and into the hall. I couldn't tell exactly where my feet were taking me because of the darkness of the entire house since it was almost around midnight.

I ended up in front of a specific door that seemed all to familiar. I hesitantly opened it and peeked inside before I fully stepped inside. There lying on the bed was an all too familiar figure sleeping soundly on his side facing away from me. Yoongi. I quietly made my way around his bed and onto the side where there was enough space for me to fit in.

I lifted up the blanket and slipped myself under it. I was soon embraced with warmth and the scent of Yoongi's cologne. I couldn't help but scoot myself closer to him. Suddenly his eyes opened slightly and stared at me. He smiled sleepily at me and asked, " What's wrong? Why're you in my room? "

I scooted myself closer to him and said, " I had a bad dream and got scared. " He laughed lightly and suddenly wrapped his arms around me. He pulled me closer to him until we were touching. I wrapped my arms around him as well and buried my face into his chest as I could feel him laugh and rest his chin on top of my head.

In his husky voice I heard him say, " Don't be afraid. I can protect you. " I forced myself not to cringe because I was the one who entered his room because I was scared. Instead, I sighed and gently closed my eyes as sleep was beginning to take over me again.

As I finally was falling back into a deep sleep, the last thing I heard was quiet mumbling fore I felt a kiss on the top of my head.

~Time Skip~

I woke up with my arms and legs wrapped around something warm while my face was buried into something hard but was still warm. I shifted myself a bit so I was closer to whatever I was holding onto as I felt a cool breeze hit me from where the blanket didn't cover my back.

I whined a bit as what I was holding onto tried to move away. I heard light chuckling before I heard a voice say, " I didn't know you liked me that much. " I groaned already knowing who it was but still shifted myself until I was now on top of him lying down with my arms and legs still around him. I wrapped my arms and legs around Yoongi tighter and spoke into his chest. " Shut up, I'm tired and cold. Your warm because your ass stole all of the blanket. "

I could feel the vibrations as he chuckled before he said, " If I remember, you were the one who entered my room last night telling me you were scared because you had bad dreams. Then you kicked my blanket off of half of your body and onto me as you ended up hugging me like a koala. "

I groaned and lifted my head to look at him with my still sleepy eyes and rested my chin on his chest. He seemed to be caught in a trance before he said, " Damn that was hot. " I pouted and said, " I only came into your room because I was scared of the monsters in my head. "

I started to tear up a bit as I remembered my bad dream last night. Through my wet eyes I could see Yoongi's face soften and he wrapped his arms around my waist before he pulled me up a bit so my face was near his. He gave me a light peck on my forehead then the tip of my nose before he gave me a light peck on the lips.

I just stared at him as he smiled at me before he said, " Don't worry, I'm here. " I smiled at him and how he could actually be caring before I rested my head back onto his chest. I closed my eyes ready to go back to sleep when I felt a hand squeezing my left breast lightly.

I opened my eye a bit before I slapped his hand away. He laughed as I put my arm back around him before he said, " But you're not even wearing a bra and it's squishy. " I sighed and closed my eyes.

All these monsters in my head, and yet you're one of them. But are you a monster that I fear? Or one that I love?