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August, 2014.

Two years have passed since I moved to Korea. Two wonderful school years, full of laughs, cries, friends, exams and crushes on boys I'd never have a chance with. (;-;)
This September, I'll be starting what in the US would be 11th grade, and I couldn't be happier.
For those asking, I've distanced myself from Suga and the Bulletproof Boy Scouts, since the "never showing up" incident.
For meeting them, I got hate from practically all the girls. But even more when we stopped being friends.
They've released their first songs, which I love, and soon they'll be releasing their first full album, and even though I'm not friends with them anymore, I'm very very proud of them. I can't tell them, cause it would seem like I'm interested in only their fame, which isn't true.

August 19, 2014.

Their new album is great, their own style, but I can see that Jimin and Taehyung aren't really happy with it. I feel like they'd like something more... pop, and less hip hop.
I really want to go back to school to see them and congratulate them, but they probably don't want to hear it from me.

[Suga's P.O.V.]

I really miss Nari. Not that I love her. I don't love. I just wanna hang out with her again. I regret not showing up that day. I regret believing what Jungkook said.

July 3, 2012

I told Nari through the phone to meet me the next day at 6. I planned on showing up. I wanted to tell her that I actually had some feelings for her. Not love. Maybe not even like. Just... some feelings.
I spent all night thinking of ways on how I could tell her.
"I could write her a song and give it to her in a USB memory for her to listen at home. I could just tell her. I could buy one of those teddy bears you can record a message on." And the list went on.
I barely slept that night.

July 4, 2012.

Noon.
Well at least I had slept something. I spent all day writing and producing the song, working on the computer for it to sound perfect and to describe perfectly my feelings, if we can even call it that.

5pm
I told the guys to come over, to discuss whether I should give it a go and give it to her, or not.
Jungkook, being the gullible little boy he is and having read all these magazines where there are stories of girls cheating on their boyfriends, said she would be the same.
I refused to believe him. For the short time I had known Nari, I knew for a fact that she was kind and always put others before herself, so she would never be such a selfish prick to lead someone on.
The other five boys said nothing. Saying nothing meant they agreed. Even Rap Monster, the smartest, believed Nari was a cheater.
I eventually gave in and believed it. Also, I told her I would bring my friends so she could meet them.
It made no sense if I suddenly pulled up. Alone.
*baaby~*
Message from Nari. Shit.
I pick my phone up and unlocking it.
"Who is that? Nari?" Jungkook said snatching my unlocked phone from me, taking advantage of this to leave her on read.
That must had pissed her off so much.
After that, I was mad, to say the least. I was furious. Not only they had made me feel Nari was a bad person, they also made me look like a horrible person to her. I kicked them out of my house, for we still didn't live together in the dorm, took my phone and went to search for Nari.
I ran all the way to the basket courts while calling and messaging her, yet she ignored me, not sure if on purpose or she just didn't had her phone.
When I got there, I saw her crying. I'd never expect to see the happiest little ray of sunshine I had ever known, crying. Then a guy, that looked like Baekhyun from EXO, came up to her, and eventually they left together. It looked like they were going to her house, so she must've known him.
"Nari, please" {6:52pm}
"I'm right behind you" {6:52pm}
"Let me explain" {6:53pm}
"Come back" {6:53pm}
"I love you" {message deleted at 6:53pm}
I spent the rest of the afternoon, and also the night, trying to reach her, yet she didn't return my calls, nor read my messages. Looks like she just wanted to forget.

[Nari's P.O.V.]

July 4, 2012.

After the BangTan Sonyeondan fiasco I went back home with Baek and well, you know that part of the story. What you don't know is what came after.
Baek and I went up to my room, my phone buzzing uncontrollably in the back pocket of my jeans. When I was about to take a look at the messages (maybe Sarah had finally tried to reach me), Baek took it away from me and shut it down, so that no more messages would bother us.
We spent most of the evening talking, until Eomma told us dinner was ready, which I was very thankful for. After eating, she offered Baek to stay the night at home, because it was getting late and there was a spare mattress in my room. He gladly accepted. Then we watched a movie on my laptop while lying on the bed (more like him lying on the bed and me lying on him). When it ended and I had put away the laptop, we laid on the bed so that we were facing each other and started talking about deep stuff.
As you can imagine, something happened between us. At this point of life, I'd say it was the spur of the moment, since I didn't like him and most likely, he didn't like me back.

July 5, 2012.

Now that Baek was officially gone, I turned on my phone. I wanted to see the messages I had received.
-new message from basket boy- {11:32pm}
-new message from basket boy- {11:06pm}
-new picture message from basket boy- {10:24pm}
-new message from basket boy- {9pm}
-new audio message from basket boy- {8:59pm}
and the list goes on.
I entered the chat and typed a quick "Sorry.", which was replied seconds later with a "for what, please come back to me."
And that's how I cut Suga off my life.
Even though I still liked him.

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1102 words of explaining. Hope you guys like it.