firsts.
so important,
so powerful.
firsts carry every
understanding in the
world around you.
firsts are like a
whirlwind.
you were my first.
my first love,
my first heartbreak,
my first permanent
mistake,
my first thought in
my early morning.
I thought you'd be
my first marriage,
the first person to
father my child.
my first time.
my last thought in
the late night.
my last marriage,
the only father to
any of my children.
the only man I'd
ever be intimate with.
thank god you weren't.
thank god you won't be.
thank god you were
never my last.
