and I relapsed.
cutting once for each
lie you told me.
I love you.
I want you.
I need you.
I miss you.
You're beautiful.
You're worth it.
You're my only.
and when it's all over,
there won't be a patch
of skin left unharmed
because every word you
spoke was a lie.
and I cut deeper
for every promise you
break.
I promise I will stay.
and the rope gets
tighter for every
fear you gave me.
I'd never hurt you,
amorcita, I love you.
now I'm gasping
for air and now
my vision is cloudy,
partly with tears,
partly because the noose
is too tight.
you've really got
a hold on me, baby.
