Smile

Chapter 37

•Chris's P.O.V•

I walked out of Macdonalds, I walked to my car and unlocked the door. I opened the door and sat down in my seat.

I looked at the steering wheel with so many thoughts going through my mind right now.

I'm not even enough for her, that's why she doesn't want anyone to know.

She's using me to get Joel in the end, just like everyone else did.

I'm her secret and she wants to keep it that way.

I should be use to this

Expect I'm not am I? Because I fall for the girl but I fall so hard for her that I don't even have her in the end.

I pulled out my phone to see my Abuela as my lockscreen, tears streamed down my face as I saw her face then all the memories of her came rushing in my mind.

"One day Chris, you'll meet the right girl. You'll know it's her just by the way she looks."Abuela said with a smile on her face then kissed my cheek. "You are going to love that day."

I looked at her. "Are you sure? Are you even sure anyone wants me?"

She looked at me for a few seconds in silence then she tutted. "How can you say that? You are an amazing boy who has so much to offer, don't ever think like that."

"Okay."

"It's that Joel isn't it? And that Sebastian isn't it?"

"No ab-"

She cut me off. "I've never like that sebastard, he's a wrong un who going to ruin you and Joel."

"Sure?"

She nodded. "I know so, you've lost Zabdiel and Richard havent you?"

"Not entirely."

"In the end, you'll realise that you are going to need them the most."

"Abuela..."

"You'll see it for yourself Chris."

A knock came from the window, I quickly wiped my tears away and looked up at the window to see Vienna stood there.

She looked at me. "Chris?"

I rolled down my window and looked at her. "Yes?"

"Your milkshake."She said as she handed it to me through the window.

I held it and looked at her. "Thank you."

She let out a sigh. "Chris, whatever you are thinking about me I would agree with you because I'm being selfish."

I took a sip of my milkshake and nodded at her.

"I don't want to keep you as secret, I never wanted to but I have to."She said as she looked at me. "I want this relationship to actually progress and be for us."

"Mhm..."

"You aren't a secret, you are my gogoerous fuckable drop dead handsome boyfriend and you mean so much to me."

"Sure?"

She nodded. "You really do, if you want to tell everyone then sure we will."

I looked at her. "If you aren't ready to tell them then I can wait until you are."

She smiled. "Thank you."

"Come in the car."

She walked to the other side and opened the door, she sat down and looked at me. "Are you sure?"

I nodded. "Yes I'm."

I let out a chuckle and looked at her. "Fuckable?"

She rolled her eyes playfully. "It's a word I made okay, don't judge and you actually like the word too."

I let out a laugh. "Come on, let's get you home now."

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Carino~ Abraham Mateo or Agustin Casanova?

Me~ Don't really know...

Carino~ This is a really hard one now.

Me~ Ready for it!

Carnio~ Luis Saurez or Edison Cavani?

Me~ You actually have a crush on them?

Carnio~ I fucking love em!

Me~ id go for Saurez.

Carino~ That's hard for me. That's like asking me Philippe Cuntinho or James Rodguriez.

Me~ but who would you pick?

Carino~ I can't, same between Dybala and Isco!

Me~ awwwww!!!

"Who are you talking to?"Maria asked as she laid her head on my shoulder.

"Someone."

Her eyes lit up and smiled. "Am I going to be bridesmaid?"

I looked at her. "No, not just yet."

"Who is she?"

"Someone."

Maria grinned and got up, she looked at me then screamed out on the top of her lungs. "CHRIS IS GETTING MARRIED PEOPLE!"

I let out a gasp and looked at her. "Maria!"

Then she ran into the kitchen, I could hear her telling mum everything.

Mum walked into the living room after a few seconds and looked at me with her arms folded against her chest. "Getting married? Who to?"

I let out a sigh. "She's joking mum, I'm not getting married just yet."

"Who's the girl?"

"No one."

Maria ran in and looked at me. "He's gay with Joel! Ay! He's getting married to Joel!"

I got up, ready to chase her down then she ran back into the kitchen. Mum looked at me. "Are you?"

"No mum!"

She nodded. "That's fine but have you met someone?"

I nodded. "Yeah, she's amazing."

"As long as she treats you right."

"She does."

Mum pulled me into a hug then ruffled my hair. "My baby is in love!"