Infliction

I Lost Myself

Let's begin it with a beautiful poem by my best friend :) This chapter is dedicated to her @zrurry1998 ilysm ♡

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You made a me a showpiece,in your showcase,

A novelty,you just like to display..

Never cared,put me in this cage,

I cried quietly fearing your rage.

I went deeper into this hole,instead of climbing out,

Nobody acknowledged the battle I fought,

And..

I lost myself,amidst this tough terrain,

Disappeared,is the joy,that ran in my veins,

I lost myself, I lost my happy self,

I Don't even want to now scream for help..

Coz all I know is I lost myself.

I am trapped,your slave now,

Sitting here,crying and feeling low,

Reached a stage,where even if you open my cage,

I am not getting out,the world is a maze.

And..

I lost myself,amidst this tough terrain,

Disappeared,is the joy that ran in my veins,

Is lost myself,my happy self,

I don't even want to now,scream for help..

Coz all i know is I lost myself.

Desperate,lonely,low and depressed

You are the one who caused me all this stress,

Anyhow,I just want to get out of this mess,

Whatever I do,this pain,doesn't seem less,

The solution to this horrid situation,I can't guess,

And all I know is..

I lost myself,amidst this tough terrain,

Disappeared,is the joy,that ran in my veins,

I lost myself,my happy self,

I don't want to now,even scream for help,

Coz all i know is..

I LOST MYSELF..

Yeah,I lost myself..

I

Lost

Myself.