Right now, things have been a little emotional for me... And I don't want to tell whoever is reading this so that they can feel "sorry for me" in a way. I just want to get through this, and leave it behind in the past. and that's it:
The Past
I just find it so hard to get over things that happened. It's hard for me to get through it, when we never talk about it. My friends say that it isn't and wasn't my fault that she left... They say that it was just a bad timing... But I know the truth. I know that she didn't leave just because of her family. She left because I pressured her... she was scared... But I told her that it would be okay, knowing what would happen in the end. That she would leave. And she did.
And even though that that happened a few months ago, and even though she's back and tells me that it wasn't my fault, I know that is. And I know that she still doesn't want to be with me.
She says that she loves me... She says that she won't leave me and that she wants me to give her another chance... I know that she's lying... I need to let go of the past and just forget about it... At least I can try..
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30 Day LGBT Challenge *COMPLETE*
AcakHello Lovlies, this is a book for those who are interested in who I am, and what things I enjoy. I am a big supporter of the LGBTQ+ community. If you don't support the LGBTQ community, then you don't have to read. This is just for me to express myse...
