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impala67: hey
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cassy2000: hii
cassy2000: heard ur bro got into stanford
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impala67: yeah
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cassy2000 and???
cassy2000: u don't seem all that impressed
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impala67: i mean it's cool and all but he just seems like he's changed
impala67: he actually asked me to go out with him and jess. u know that girl he's been with for like, the past month. lol idk if it's really going anywhere
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cassy2000: idk man, sometimes that's just how it is. like,, u ever love someone? like love love someone
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impala67: yea i mean, i guess
seen 2:22 am tuesday
impala67: u there?
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cassy2000: when was ur last time, love loving someone
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impala67: idk if i ever have. like. ive made out with girls or whatever but idk
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cassy2000: yeah man ik that but like, u never seem to be in an actual relationship. u ever vibe with someone so hard it feels like ur floating? like ur on another planet
seen 2:46 am tuesday
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impala67: I need to study
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8:44 pm thursday
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cassy2000: hey
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impala67: hey, sorry for not being on. family shit
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cassy2000: i get that. how's ur day been
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impala67: honestly pretty alright. ever since sam got into stanford it's been rlly peaceful
impala67: no arguing or anything i mean. wby
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cassy2000: fine i guess. hey,, did i say smthn to throw u off? i was just asking :/
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impala67: nah bro. u actually kinda helped me. u know, i dont think this whole relationship thing is cut out for me
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cassy2000: lol what
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impala67: i just mean like, u were right. i really haven't been vibing or whatever with anybody. u know, it's just boring getting into shit i guess
seen 9:01 pm thursday
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cassy2000: have u seen the stanford dorms
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impala67: uh yeh lol
impala67: but i really just think im gonna stop looking for someone. u know. i don't believe in love at first sight or whatever but i guess if it happens it happens
seen 9:12 pm thursday
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impala67: man why u keep leaving me on read
seen 9:42 pm thursday
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impala67: man ur literally logged in i can see u
seen 9:50 pm thursday
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impala67: why tf u always gotta leave right when i have problems
seen 10:02 pm thursday
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impala67: fuckn typical
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cassy2000: idk what u want me to say! i literally give u advice every fucking day. u always come to me and u never call me. ur the one who never fucking answers and,, man, u just have to do something for urself for once, idk what the fuck to tell u. u want someone new? u want something new? go fuckn find it
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impala67: what the fuck? that's not what happens at all, ur always the one that comes to ME, and u expect me to feel sorry for u? u know what i've been through? fuck u man
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cassy2000: what you've been through? fuck out here. u haven't been to hell and back. u grew up in green hills and big houses. family problems my fuckn ass
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impala67: ur literally the only one i can fucking turn to with my shit, and now once i've had an alright day in the past month you think it's ur chance to turn on me? u think my life has been candy and rainbows? u ever been in my shoes? every fuckn day there's a new struggle, dad brings home some new fuckn slut, i get a call from the hospital about mom, it's fuckn garbage man. i just want to vent to u because ur the only fuckn person i can turn to
seen 12:08 am friday
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impala67: i'm sorry, alright
seen 2:23 am friday
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cassy2000: what did u want to talk abt.
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impala67: just dad bringing home some girl from a bar. didnt even see him walk in. they just went upstairs
impala67: i'm so sick of this shit bro. i swear the worst is always at night
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cassy2000: nah i get that
seen 2:31 am friday
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impala67: u really are the only one i can turn to on shit like this
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cassy2000: yeah, it's alright man. i get it
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impala67: idk
seen 2:44 am friday
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cassy2000: wym?
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impala67: just
impala67: the whole love love thing or whatever
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cassy2000: man i didn't mean to start anything there
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impala67: nah i mean
impala67: maybe it's just the fact that all the chicks i've been with are like,, chicks
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cassy2000: wym?
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impala67: i mean wouldn't it make sense, the whole fighting with my dad thing, jealous of my brother. lol.
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cassy2000: u think ur gay?
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impala67: idk bro
seen 4:55 am friday
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cassy2000: i mean it's cool if u are
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impala67: maybe it could change my perspective
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cassy2000: yeah well i mean u know maybe
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impala67: hm
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cassy2000: it's just
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impala67: what cas lol
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cassy2000: maybe i am, somewhat,,,, gay or whatever
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impala67: rlly?
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cassy2000: yeah i mean,, u know i kinda just thought abt it freshman year and it made sense to me
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impala67: and u decide to tell me this... now? like lol right when i might be,,,,hypothetically,,, coming out?
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cassy2000: ya well i mean it just never came up
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impala67: well
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cassy2000: sorry i guess
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impala67: nah nah don't be
impala67: it's cool, i mean i guess we can just be like,,, platonic,, gay,, friends. right? that can be a thing
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cassy2000: yeah i mean
cassy2000: totally
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impala67: u ever wonder tho?
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cassy2000: ?
seen 6:12 am friday
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impala67: wouldn't it be easier if we just like,, saw for ourselves
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cassy2000: wym
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impala67: u know
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cassy2000: i don't :/
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impala67: bro i mean like,,, if we just SAW what it would b like.. u know,, wouldn't it be easier to experiment or whatever,,
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cassy2000: u think we should,,,
cassy2000: fuck? dean lol
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impala67: well i meant like, just look at each other or... idk, whatever gays do. idk man u shud know more abt this than me
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cassy2000: well
cassy2000: i've never actually like,,, done anything w a guy before
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impala67: yeah me neither :/ that's the point lol
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cassy2000: wouldn't that like,,, ruin our friendship or whatever,,, like when u see in movies,,, a girl and a guy decide to become fuck buddies or whatever nd they just like,,, stop being friends because it gets awkward
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impala67: not if it's just platonic
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cassy2000: platonic?
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impala67: yea u know,,, just like,, don't catch feelings
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cassy2000: yeah,,, i guess
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impala67: just two guys,,, who happen to be gay,,, hanging out,,, and helping each other. that's fine, right?
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cassy2000: not when u say it like that.. lol
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impala67: well,, i'll see u tomorrow then.
cassy2000 is typing
cassy2000: yeah,, see u tomorrow dean. im actually like, excited.
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impala67: yeah,, i hope it's not weird that i am too.
impala67: see u tomorrow cas.
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cassy2000: see u tomorrow dean.
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destiel oneshots- fluff and smut
Fanfictiongeneral cute fluff and hardcore smut. not for the faint of heart.