Jinnie's Pasta Palace | ksj + myg + jjk

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Jungkook knew something was wrong the moment Yoongi opened the door.

The meat had just been put on the stove and one would believe that Yoonkook Lamb Skewers smelt like how it usually did: spices and flavour. A homely smell. A welcoming one.

But to Jungkook, the air felt stagnant.

Where was his kiss?

His hug?

He expected Yoongi to walk in with an annoyed, "Jin hyung is so bloody annoying!" but instead he greeted red eyes; messy hair contrasting against his extra pale looking skin.

His protective mode instantly turned on, "Yoongi! What happened?"

Jungkook reached out for a hug but the shorter man blindly stumbled back the way he came, "DON'T TOUCH ME!"

Jungkook didn't know this feeling. It wasn't shock. Shock was more gripping. Shaking. Shock felt real.

This wasn't shock.

This was something much more vulnerable. Unreal. Like a dream- or a horrible, horrible nightmare.

The crazed look in Yoongi's eyes had just chipped off a piece of Jungkook's heart.

Was this heartbreak?

Jungkook refused to believe it. The couple had bickered before. But not like this. Not when one could look the other in the eye. Not when one looked terrified- as if they had just committed murder. Yoongi had never raised his voice with Jungkook, or with anyone for that matter, "H-hyung..." His voice cracked, "Please tell me what happened."

"But you'll hate me."

"No, I won't!"

Yoongi laughed bitterly. He sounded drunk but Jungkook knew that sharp tone in his voice well, "Fuck it, Kook. You deserve that. You deserve to hate me."

"I can't take this hyung. Why are you doing this?"

"I-I-I"

"JUST SAY IT HYUNG. FUCK." Jungkook was raising his voice now. Had he ever sworn at his hyung before? He couldn't remember. Not with all the conflicting emotions rampaging within him.

"I can't," Yoongi said it so simply Jungkook could have believed that Yoongi was making a big deal. That was what he desperately wanted to believe. That Yoongi just forgot his swag. That his boyfriend was being overdramatic.

By now, Yoongi had calmed down, but Jungkook was chilled by the steady rising and falling of his shoulders, "Please talk more clearly hyung!" The younger was getting frustrated now.

"What I'm saying, Kook, is that it's over."

Jungkook never thought he would hear that. For a few moments, he was too taken aback to say anything. He didn't even move. He had just become a statue stuck in time. For a second, he could have sworn that it was all over- that he had stopped breathing and everything was just his life flashing before his eyes.