I went into my room and started getting ready for the day. He said it would be fancy so I got into this:
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Then I got my make-up done and looked at myself before going downstairs. I walked downstairs and sat on the stools next to the kitchen island and went on my phone. It was only 5 minutes until eight so Jonah would be here any minute. 5 minutes passed.. nothing. 10 minutes passed... Nothing 25 minutes passed.. nothing 40 minutes passed.. nothing. At this moment I just gave up and got really upset. He'd forgot about me.. or maybe he didn't even want to go out with me. He could've at least called me. Nope. He just left me there. I went upstairs to my room and wiped my make-up off. I took my dress off and then got into sweatpants and a t-shirt. I sat on my bed and started crying. 'No! Don't cry over someone who doesn't give two shits about you.' I repeated to myself as I tried to calm down. I did and then fell asleep. ================= August 20th, 2018 06:00am ================= I woke up and the first thought that came to my mind was Jonah. I rolled my eyes and got up. I looked at myself on the mirror and stared at my red, puffy eyes from yesterday's crying. I rubbed them and then went into my closet. I got a grey crop top and high wasted jeans. Then went in the shower and after that, I dried up and got changed. I straightened my hair and then did my make-up. I walked downstairs and into the kitchen. My mom was there drinking coffee. "Morning" I said opening the cabinet to grab a bowl and some cereal "Morning, your dad told me about that Jonah guy" She said. I ughed and looked at her. "What happened?" She asked as I poured milk over my cereal. "He's a total jerk" I said putting the milk back on the fridge. "What?" She asked "We were supposed to go out yesterday, but he forgot, or he didn't want to go on a date with me" I replied She nodded and then I ate my cereal and when I finished I put in in the sink and rinsed it. And then I grabbed my grey converse and slipped them on. "Bye Mom!" I waved to her as I grabbed my bag and walked outside. I continued walking until I reached the school. I walked in and then into the locker rooms. Many people were already there, including Jonah. I looked at him and then turned away, trying for him not to look at me. I succeeded. Then the bell indicated it was first period. Blah blah blah all classes were normal. I stayed away from Jonah as much as possible. He had a black hoodie black jeans, black shoes and messy hair. He wouldn't look up. I shrugged it off and walked to lunch. I sat next to Camille "Shouldn't you be with your other friends?" She asked moving her food around the plate "I'm sorry, I was just crushing over the jerk Jonah is." I apologized "Oh so you decide that when someone leave should, you just come to your 'backup/second choice"?" She said air quoting it. I looked at her and silence fell through us. "Of course." She continued Then she got up and grabbed the twins by their aristas and then they got up and walked away. I sat there biting my bottom lip trying so hard not to cry. Tears escaped my eyes and I was now crying silently. I ran away and into the restroom and then locked myself at a stall. I let myself cry, tears flowed from my eyes. Loud sobs escaped my mouth. I just sat there crying. I ruined my friendships over a stupid crush. I cried harder every minute. The bell rang and decided to skip sixth period. I didn't feel like going to calss right now. I wiped my tears away. Along with my make-up. I reapplied it and then walked outside. 8th period was probably already starting. I awkwardly walked into the room. "You are 10 minutes late young lady" the teacher said as I walked to my seat. "I'm sorry" I said I sat down. Next to Jonah, the guy who manages to get to my feelings and then crushed them.. twice. I glanced at him. He was looking away but I saw he had puffy eyes like as if he'd been crying. I paid attention to the teacher and got on with my next periods. I was walking away from the lockers as I heard my name. "Isabella!" The voice behind me said It was Jonah. I kept walking, my pace faster. He ran up next to me and softly grabbed my arm. "What?" I said pulling it away. "I'm sorry about last night, I jus-" He said before I cut him off "Look Jonah, I don't want to hear your bullshit. I understand, you don't give a shit about me. But whatever, there's nothing to lose now. I lost my friends. I lost happiness. But I get it. No one cares anymore. You don't either" I rambled "Isabella I do care about you, I really do! And I'm sorry but I can e-explain" he stuttered at the end as a tear fell of his cheek. "Stop! I should be the one crying right now" I hissed at him "Isabella please!" He said "Jonah stop it, stop lying to me!" I yelled making him jump. He opened his mouth to say something but closed it. I shook my head. "Whatever Jonah" I said before I turned around and started walking away "*************************" He said and I turned around
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What did he say? Heh You'll know once I post the next chapter :)
