It's been a week ever since the break-up.
To be honest I already moved on.
Life is amazing right now.
I'm free to do whatever I want,
Also my parents went out of town so this house is all for myself.
Camille, Madison, Mel and I often have sleepovers here.
Also graduation is just around the corner which is exciting!
Also I started doing Instagram and I already have 57k followers lol.
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July 4th, 2018
08:30am
I just got out of the shower and I grabbed a white crop top tank top thingy, high waisted jeans and a jean jacket.
I put it on and did my make-up
I put my hair in a ponytail.
Then I walked downstairs and put on my air pods and listened to music as I made breakfast.
Then I ate it and wanted to go to Starbucks.
I just walked there since it isn't too far away from my house.
I went in and went to the counter.
I ordered the new Summer Sunset.
Then I waited for it to get to me.
When the waiter called my name I went and got it then walked outside.
I walked for a while as I sipped continuously from my drink.
Then I saw Esther.
She saw me and we both waved hi to each other.
Then she jogged to me.
"Isabella, hi" she said before we hugged each other.
"Hey! How've you been?" I asked
"Great thanks for asking, but I think you might be the perfect answer to a slight problem" She said
"What is it?" I asked as I put my phone in my back pocket.
"Well first of all this is about Jonah in case you don't wanna talk about him" She said
"No, what happened to him?" I asked
Honestly, I moved on but don't get me wrong, I still care for Jonah
"Well, he doesn't go out of his room, he barely eats, he doesn't let anyone in, we constantly hear kicks and punches from his room, and he always repeats 'I fucked up' If you listen closely" She said.
"What? Can I go visit" I asked
"Yeah, I hope he talks to you" she said
I nodded and we started walking towards his house.
As we got in I heard sobs from the living room.
I looked over and Svea was on the floor crying.
"What's wrong lil sis?" I asked her before wrapping her in my arms.
"Jonah called me a bad word" She sobbed
"Oh my god, what the heck?" I said getting up.
"Yeah, he started cussing to everyone" Esther said.
"Where's Carrie?" I asked
"Right here!" Carrie said before hugging me.
"I've missed you so much sweatheart" she said.
"I'm sorry I don't visit, because.. you know" I said and we chuckled.
"Esther told me he might talk to me" I continued.
"Well if he does, please give him this." She said before getting a plate with food
"He didn't anything yesterday" She mumbled
I nodded and took the plate, I sighed and walked upstairs.
I knocked the door and instantly heard a
"GET THE FUCK AWAY!" Jonah yelled
"Jonah calm down" I said
"Bella?" He asked
"Yes Jonah, now open the door" I said
The door opened revealing a Jonah, clothes dirty as hell, red puffy eyes, almost looked like he was dying.
I walked inside and his room was a mess, his end table was freaking broken!
"Oh my God this place is a mess" I said putting the plate on his desk.
He stayed quiet and sat on the bed.
"Jonah, you need to get over this" I said sitting next to him
"I'm sorry, I just..made a mistake, a huge one." He said
"I know but this is too far Jonah"
He nodded and I sat closer.
He looked at me.
"Jonah, it's been a week, I'm concerned about you" I said putting my hand on his cheek.
He closed his eyes for two seconds
"Isabella, I never got to explain, and it kills me knowing you moved on" He said
"Jonah, honestly.. I wanted an explanation but I was too mad to hear your voice." I said laughing.
He smiled
"So, talk" I said
"Finally!" He said smiling
I chuckled and then he started talking
"Okay first of all, I'll tell you why I was 'dating' her. We know each other since kinder freaking garden.
Her parents are horrible, I was on tour when it happened.
His parents kidnapped me and tortured me until I said I'd date her without her knowing I was forced to.
They forced me to ask her out in front of them, so I did. Told me to ignore you and break up with you but I couldn't do that" He said
I was about to cry at this moment.
All this time I thought wrong.
I didn't let him talk to me.
I made him into a mess
I jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly
"I'm so so so sorry Jonah" I whispered onto his shoulder
"I'm sorry too" he whispered back.
Then I pulled away from the hug.
He looked into my eyes and then
"So, Isabella, will you be my girlfriend?" He asked
I nodded
"I'd love to, Jonah" I said before kissing him passionately.
We kissed for a while.
Then I pulled away
"Now go get changed, you're a mess" I said.
He nodded and sat up.
I slapped his butt and then we laughed.
He went in the shower and I decided to pick everything up.
I did his room and took the broken table out to the trash.
Then I was done.
I plopped on the bed and a while after Jonah came out, dressed already.
He got on top of me and we started kissing.
It turned into a make-out session lol.
Then he pulled away.
"You have no idea how much I missed this" He said still on top of me.
I chuckled and pushed him off me.
"Your family is here, we can't do that"
I said putting my jacket back on.
"Fine" He said
I chuckled and turned so we were facing each other.
"Oh! I forgot" I said.
He scooped closer but I pushed him away.
"You need to fucking apologize to you sister, she's only 11 Jonah" I said
"Oh, whoops" He said jumping off and walking downstairs.
I laid there for a while.
Then I walked downstairs.
Svea was hugging Jonah
"Thank you so much Bella" Carrie said
I smiled at her.
Then Jonah pulled away from the hug.
He got up and walked to me.
He hugged me and I hugged back.
Then he kissed my forehead
"Thank you babe" he said
I nodded and then pulled away from the hug.
Esther was smiling, she had taken a picture
"You're sending me that" I said laughing
She nodded and then I turned back to Jonah.
Then we talked for a while, I had lunch and then I left, I had a sleepover planned with my friends.
I uninvited Madison lol.
So she hates me now probably
But
Who
Cares
?
;-)
Ok bye
