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-Chapter 4; Secretive Chinese Student-

~GyuGyu added you to the chat!~

ming: "Fuck you"

~Ming has left the chat~

This idiot better not think im his friend.

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I don't know, but I somehow managed to fall asleep after sending this message. The next morning I woke up, washed my face and decided to not change into different clothes since I was still wearing yesterdays outfit. I grabbed my stuff and walked out of my dorm, even though I don't have college today. I walked around the campus as always while scrolling through Weibo. Some posts did make me smile because they were my friends. I miss them, they probably dont because of the incident, which I've mentioned for the fifth time or so.

"MINGHAOOOOO", I heard two people yell with squeaky voices. I turned around and rolled my eyes as soon as I saw Dickhead Gyu and that  Seokmin-Person. I legit started to walk really fast after I heard them, why do these douchebags always bother me. I don't even know them.
I ran far away from the campus, I'm not in the mood for social interactions. Honestly I never am but thats a whole different story so..

I stopped after arriving at a really big mall. Five seconds in I realised that I always get anxiety attacks at this specific mall. I started to sweat, my whole body turning stiff. I sat down and inhaled a lot of air. I gulped and closed my eyes, trying to calm down 

"Excuse me...?" a pretty female-ish voice called
"Can you please fuck off you're sitting on my new book" another much deeper voice said
"Wonwoo don't be such a dick that boy is clearly scared"
I opened my eyes and looked at that Wonwoo-Person with the sassiest bitch face of the history
"Who do you think you are" I tried my best to sound scary, even tho I flinched from the pain in my throat.
"Both of you calm down" the person next to him said. Hes definetly not Korean... his accent was pretty similar to mine. "Wonu apologize. And you, please stand up so he can grab his book".
I rolled my eyes, got up and stepped on "Wonwoos" foot. On accident of course..
Wonwoo groaned and looked at me "God are you kidding me.." Why did this boy try so hard to not act like a bottom.
I smirked a bit and walked out of the mall. Not gonna lie, I did look at that non-Korean Person next to him the whole time. I would date him IF I WAS A GIRL.

I sat down at a park with hardly any people sitting and walking around there. I wiped the sweat off of my forehead and looked at the ground. Why am I so awkward lately...
I decided to listen to music and draw. I sketched something and used a lot of bright colors. I don't know but I felt kinda... warm? My stomach felt like someone punched me. It was gross. I've never felt that...

I didn't notice someone sitting down next to me. I started to draw even faster, I loved the feeling of mixing the colors and pressing the lead against my sketchbook.
"What are you drawing?", a kid next to me peeked over and stared.
"That looks awful sir." She looked at me.
Is it bad to have an urge to punch the shit out of a kid. I shrugged and continued.
"I see you're in a good mood Minghao" I heard Professor Oh's voice. I looked up at him and nodded slowly. I pointed at the kid and raised an eyebrow.
"Her? Oh shes my Niece. Sorry shes um... not the nicest kid you could say..."
I nodded slowly. Fuck no that kid aint nice at all, fuck her. I finished my drawing, ripped the paper out of the sketchbook and handed it to Professor Oh with an awkward smile.
"Seungjun are you seriously going to take this ugly drawing home?"
"Hyebin shut up and have some respect. Minghao is my favourite student"
Cute, but I honestly dont care Professor...
I shrugged, smiled at the kid even tho I fucking despised it and walked back to the campus. Its weird that I dislike this kid, I normally love children..

Back at the campus I sighed when I saw "Wonwoo" or whatever the fuck his name was. That one guy from earlier was with him. I walked past them and of course I kept staring at the handsome one. I can't help it hes extremely attractive, everyone would keep staring at him. He looks like an angel honestly. No homo. I stopped looking at him since he wasn't really digging it. "Why the fuck is he looking at me..." Ouchie sorry bitch. I mean what did I expect. Not everything is cliché, cheesy and gross like in the movies. I flicked him off while glaring and walked to my dorm.
~Naega Hosh has sent you a message~

H: "MINGYU HELP I THINK IM GAY FOR THAT ONE SHORT PIANIST"
M: "JIHOON? RRRREEEEEEEEEE >W< I THINK I LIKE SOMEONE TOO BUT HE DOESN'T SEEM LIKE A BOTTOM QWQ"
H: "oh my god what"
M: "he he.. nothing"

~GyuGyu has left the chat~

//hoi gois im on a school field trip ha kms ion wanna. We're on the train rn and i wanna kermit sewerside. Its boring