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Trigger Warning

Hey guys...its ^~Brooke~^...so I had a nightmare...Theres a trigger warning though people with Anxiety, Depression and Suicidal thoughts, its best to not read this...

I don't know why I believed it because I know the characters in this would not believe or do it...but I mixed two major subjects...

My father and suicide...

All I really know how to describe is that he was on the top of a gas station and he jumped to hang himself. I saw him jump off and I ran to him. I saw his hanging, draining form, and I tried to cut off the noise with a pocket knife but holding his neck up and trying to quickly open the pocket knife was a challenge but when I held his neck up, he was still breathing and functioning just...not as usual... that's when I woke up. I'm crying right now...