Secrets

6. Be Careful With Your Heart

Me: If you keep feeling up my thigh, I'm going to either stop sitting by you, or I'm going to stop wearing skirts.

Yoongi glanced at the text and smirked, squeezing my thigh harder. He liked to have physical contact if he could get away with it. And, since everyone's attention was elsewhere and not at the back of the van, he could.

The guys had a photo shoot earlier that day and I'd been busy assisting the managers. Yoongi had managed to kidnap me for a minute between takes to try to choke me with his tongue. The moment he realized how excited it got me when he did that, he did it every chance he got. In two weeks, it was at a point now where I got a little turned on every time he stuck his stupid tongue out, which was often.

We hadn't had enough time alone. We had to mostly resort to texting because he shared his room. And keeping the secret from the rest of Bangtan was proving difficult. Still, our game was fun by itself.

"Hey, Stormie!" Yoongi pulled his hand away as Jimin turned around in his seat. "Did you want to come by and play games tonight? It'll be us, Tae, and Jungkookie."

"Sorry, I've got a date."

I felt Yoongi's leg twitch next to me as everyone turned to look at me.

"With who?"

I started laughing. "My best friend back home is having a rare moment where she'll be able to video chat with me. So I'm calling her tonight. Calm down guys."

Yoongi: Tomorrow. Studio. Ask me now so they don't think we're hiding something.

"What about tomorrow then?"

I looked up at Jimin. "Sorry, I was going to visit the studio. My demo tracks are almost finished and one of my teachers sent me my artist for next term, so I've got to get them to her." I turned to Yoongi. "If you don't mind, if you're in the area I'd like you to hear it, I could use some brutal honesty."

Yoongi shrugged. "Sure."

"Yah! Why don't we get to hear it?!" Jin called from the front.

"Because you're too nice to tell me if it sucks. You can hear it when I'm done."

"Well you should come play afterwards," Taehyung said, turning back to the game he had on his phone.

"You haven't given me any updates about that date of yours," Candy yelled though my computer.

"Oh? I thought I text you about that."

"I've been waiting for juicy details. I'm starved. You're starving me!"

"Stop being so dramatic. We've been dating for two weeks."

Candy gasped. "OH YOU BI-"

"Keep your voice down! Listen, we haven't told anyone. Even his members. You're literally the only one who knows."

She raised her eyebrow. "Why is he hiding you?"

"He thinks they'll transfer me or end my internship if they knew."

"That's a good reason to keep it from the company. But why keep it from the other members?"

"He said he already has to share me with the guys. And he shares so much with them already. He wants us to be just us for a little while."

Candy was quiet for a minute. "I don't like that answer. It sounds a little like he's embarrassed. Dunno why. You're hot stuff. But be careful. You know I will fly out there just to kick his ass if he hurts you."

I laughed. "I know. I'll be careful."

"You haven't slept with him yet have you?!"

"What?! No! I've known him for like a month an a half!" I thought for a moment. "That's not that I don't want to though..."

"Seriously? Storm, look at me. Good. Are you really thinking about giving it up to him when he won't even tell his bandmates about you?"

I shrugged. "He kisses me and I just...I lose all sense of myself. He's not good at expressing himself. I think he used his whole years worth of expression on our first date. But it's obvious he pays attention to me, even when it doesn't seem like it."

"Don't fall too hard, too fast. I don't want you getting hurt. Moreover, I don't want you to come home with a broken heart, without following your dreams. Remember, if he's not going to support you creating Storm Entertainment, he's not worth it."

"I know, I know. Stop mommying me. Tell me how school is for you."

"We started working with cadavers yesterday."

"Gross."