Secrets

12. Confession

"If you stop flirting with ARMY I'm going to start withholding sex."

Yoongi laughed. "If you thought you could get away with it, you'd suck me under the table."

"Is that an offer?"

"See."

"Point being, you can't stop flirting with fans."

"Won't that bother you though?"

"They get fan service. I get you." I smirked. "And if I am bothered. I'll just ride you until we both break afterwards."

Yoongi groaned and covered himself. "I never thought I'd fall in love with such a needy woman."

I crawled into his lap. "Are you complaining, Min Genius?"

"Yes. Are you ever off?"

"Sometimes when you aren't nearby or on my mind."

He laughed. "So no then?"

I shook my head, tilting my head down for a kiss. We were in the green room on one of the Japan stops. Yoongi had been coming to my hotel room almost nightly. He'd started complaining that I was becoming a little sex monster. I told him he woke the monster, he had to take care of it.

"They're both probably in here." I heard Tae's voice loud and clear.

I quickly scrabled out of Yoongi's lap into the seat next to him. I pulled out my writing notebook as he picked up his phone and scooted to the other side of the couch.

The door opened and the rest of BTS piled in. Taehyung and Jungkook looked between Yoongi and I then at each other and smirked. They'd been doing that a lot lately. I wondered if they'd found out. But couldn't think of any way they could have. Maybe they had decided we'd be good together and were plotting. That worried me.

"How are our favorite loners?" Jin plopped down between Yoongi and I.

"Working," Yoongi and I said on either side of him.

"Hey, Storm?" I looked up at Hoseok. "I was wondering if I could talk to you for a moment?"

"Yeah, what's up?"

"Not here, follow me."

I gave him a confused look but put my notebook down and followed him out of the room. We walked down the hall a ways before Hoseok stopped and turned to me.

"Is something wrong?" I asked.

"No, I just have something to tell you," he said with a deep breath. "You're really amazing. You're so talented, so dedicated. You know what you want and you're really working hard to make it happen. It's very admirable, and attractive. I've found myself drawn to you because of that. And pretty much everything about you. I wanted to know if you wanted to go out with me."

I stood open mouthed. "Hoseok-oppa, I-"

"You don't have to answer me now. There's still two weeks left before you go home. Just, before then."

"No, I'm sorry, you're so sweet and I enjoy spending time with you. But, not that way. My heart already belongs to someone else. You...the girl for you is not me. I know there's someone else who will be perfect for you. I'm not it. But, I know you'll find her."

Hoseok looked slightly crestfallen. "I guess I waited too long then. It's one of the other members, isn't it? Otherwise we'd all already know about it."

I nodded quietly.

He smiled at me. "Well, if it's one of us, I guess I can't be too upset. Because I know nobody in Bangtan will mistreat you. I'll walk you back to the green room."

Hoseok held the door for me and everyone looked up. I awkwardly went and sat in a chair to the side of the group. Feeling Yoongi's eyes on me with every step.

Yoongi: What happened?
Me: He confessed
Yoongi: Not surprising. And?
Me: I told him I was taken and in love and he'd find a girl right for him, but it wasn't me
Yoongi: You are never the wrong girl. Come here. I want a kiss.

"What?!"

Everyone looked up at me as my face burned red.

"Uh, you okay?" Jin asked as Namjoon peaked at Yoongi's phone over his shoulder.

My phone buzzed again.
Yoongi: I'm kidding, flirt. I'm not that mean.

"Noona?"

"What? Yeah. I'm fine. Just ignore me."

Namjoon hit the back of Yoongi's head lightly. Which caught Hoseok's attention. I could see the gears turning in his head before his eyebrows shot up and he looked at me.

Two outta six now. Maybe we should just tell the rest of the guys and get it over with.