depression is loud
not the kind of loud you hear in a city's subway
but the kind of loud that no one else can hear
the kind of loud that takes you to your own living hell
because it hurts
the kind of loud that makes you go insane
because you just cant stand it anymore
the kind of loud that is heard in voices
that constantly scream at you
the kind of loud that makes you want to disappear
because it hurts too much
the kind of loud that eats you from the inside out
and finally
you end it all.