He came of course to come an apologize but he brought me flowers, chocolate, and a new outfit Which honestly made me pretty happy bc I really needed one. The moment we got into the car I ask him"do u want to go to the dance together?" Cole said "sure" the rest of the car ride was silent lucky his house was close by. I walk into his house and said "so u still mad at me"Cole said "who said I was ever mad at u I wouldn't ask u to come over if I was still mad" I said"then y didn't u talk to me the whole damn way here." Cole said "u look like u been crying I didn't want to make u cry even more" I said "u never did anything to make me cry " Cole said "okay" I said "can I just go lay down"Cole said"u don't want to go in there"I said "y not do u got another girl in there" my eyes started to water Cole said"no baby I would never do that to u and it just my cousin is still in there"I said"oh" Cole ended up just going up there telling him to leave his room. Then he came back to the car and got me. And we walk up to his room and I laid down on his bed and fell asleep almost immediately. He came up right behind me and fell asleep. Luckily tomorrow is Saturday. So we could like sleep in but again I woke up at midnight looking up but this time I slowly got up. Luckily he didn't wake ups and I got up on the roof and just laid there. Then I heard footsteps and it was Cole of all people I want to see right now. I said "why r u out here I thought u were asleep?" Cole said"I felt u get out of bed and I know how much u love it out here at night so I decided to go check out here first before the rest of the house."
I said"do u want me to come in now ?"
Cole said "not yet I love the way the moon light hits ur eyes it makes them sparkle."
I said "I'm tired so I'm gonna to sleep."
Cole walked me up to his room and I laid down. He just stayed standing there. I said "u r not going to lay down."
Cole said "no I juts want to look at u for a bit." Then James came in I said "Cole just come lay down"
Cole just turn around and look at James and said"y did u come to my room"
James said "bc I heard u walking up to the roof and I was going ask ur whore of your if she wanted to fuck"
Cole said"get the fuck out she still my fucking girlfriend"
James said "damn okay I get the message"
Then James looked at me and said" good night u beautiful slut"
I just got under the covers and hid till him left. Then Cole decided to laid down next to me and whispered in my ear"u r not a slut to me u r just my baby to me" I turn towards him and gave him a kiss and then he wrap his arms around my waist as it went on.
Sexual contentHe slid his hand up my shirt and unhooked my bra and I slid his shirt up. Then he slowly pulled my shirt up then his lips went slowly down me. Till he got to my skirt which he slid off as well as my underwear and then his lip went even farther down me as I just laid there then he quickly went straight back to my lips. And he took off his pants and put the condom on. And u should know the rest from there.
No more sexual content
I know what I do with him is wrong. But he so nice to me I really don't listen to Ash and Grace bout him bc they always say negative shit. I hate to hear it bc I really really like him.
MondayI decided to drive to school today. Bc Ash and Grace don't like to ride with Cole but want a ride to school. So I just pick them up and headed there. So we won't be late bc Cole and me also got into an argument last night bout how I talk to his cousin. Well he needs to have out the other shit his cousin has been texting me.
James- good morning beautiful
Me- I have a boyfriend so stop texting me unless it about him
James- y beautiful I just want you to my self tho
Me - well u will have never me
James - bitch I will have u
Me - no u won't I'm happily in a relationship
James- not for long
I finally decided to have Grace go give Cole my phone so he can see the messages. Bc I have a feeling he doesn't want to see me. But before Grace left to do that I juts had to give her skittles. I swear that botch is gonna run me broke bc of those skittles. Like damn she could eat a factory full of them. Then Cole comes up to me and says" Why couldn't you come show me these messages and not ur lame ass friend" I said "what the fuck did u just say about my friend" Cole said"never mind what I said about ur friend but y couldn't u" I said " well maybe bc I knew u were pissed at I didn't want u to get madder at me" Cole said "stop being a bitch and listen start showing me these fucking messages it will make ur life a whole lot easier"I said "get the fuck way form me I don't want to see you" Cole just walked away form me after that. Grace looks towards me and said "I'm sorry" I said"don't he just being a stupid cunt" ash said "damn girl what happened between u two like yesterday y'all were fucking now y'all are arguing" I said " he told his dumbass friends bout us fucking" then I turn around to see James going to the front office. I look back at them to say" fuck my life that dumbass has to be here now" they both gave me I'm so look. I said " I'll be back I have to go talk to Cole." Then they both said "we r going with u " I said"r u sure he doesn't really like u that well and he hangs out with Wes" Ash said "I don't give a fuck" then we walk towards Cole and he just said" what do u want now?"I said " why didn't u tell me ur cousin was enrolling here?" Cole said"bc we were to busy fucking last night so I didn't really have time to and then u getting pissed at me this morning" I said " how could I not get pissed u tell me to open ur phone and I see that bitch on there" Cole said " I told u she sent it to me I didn't ask for it " I said "if that's true let's me see ur phone again. "As I looked through his phone I saw it was true then ash said "Echo it's time to head to class" so I gave him back his phone and then headed to class and I also went through the rest of the day no contact with Cole.
After school
I went straight to the phone store and bought him the phone he has been wanting. And I put a note on it saying I'm sorry. Then I headed to his house before he got there bc he had to go see his friend's game. So I put the phone on his bed then left to go drop off Grace and Ash at there houses.