The girl who couldn't decide

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Cole made me some steak and gave me wine for a drink. Then I took his hand took him to his own bedroom. I laid right back down. Cole said" y r u so sleepy like that is all u want to do any more is sleep babe did u get sleep last night?"I said " I'm not sleepy I just want to lay down and yes I did it and can u please lay down with me?" Cole came over beside me and laid down. He wrapped his arms around me to make me more comfortable. Then right before I went to sleep I got a text.
Wes- r u wake
Me- now I am
Wes- can u meet me somewhere
Me- why
Wes- because I want to talk to u in person
Me- about??
Wes- I'll tell u if u meet me somewhere
Me- but I don't want to get out of bed
Wes- stop being lazy and get a cute outfit on and meet me at the park
Me- which park
Wes- the one closest to u
Me- okay I'll get up and do so
Wes- see ya

I try to get up without Cole noticing bc he was asleep. But that failed and Cole said " baby y go getting up" I said " bc my friends want to meet up" I had to lie and say something else bc if he found out bout me meeting up with Wes he kill me.

Cole then said " who u meeting up with looking that hot"
I said " no one important"
Cole said " so then can we really quick
I said " when I get back"
I left the room and went to my car and headed straight to the park. When I got there I saw Wes so I headed straight to him I don't have time for this bullshit right now.
Wes said " damn I said cute not smoking hot"
I said " just tell me what u want"
Wes said " we should walk over by the bench first and sit of course."
They we both headed over there to sit down as I sat down I said"now can u tell me"
Wes said"damn girl calm down we have all night unless"
I said " unless what"
Wes said" u have to get back to Cole or ash or grace or all of them"
I said"not really"
Wes said "okay now I really want u to listen to what I have to say and not interrupt "
I said " okay"
Wes said" I'm gonna call Cole first tho"
I said "why"
Wes said " so u can hear it from him before u know kill me"
I said "ok"
Wes called Cole and I heard bc it was on speaker on phone"(W)hey bro what's up(Cole)nothing just waiting for my girl to get back from hanging with some girls(w) dude really(Cole) nah I never wait for her and I know she gonna be while so u know any girls who want to u know (w) dude no and u might not want to be saying that(Cole) y u with my girl or something (w) did she say which friend or friends she was hanging out with(Cole) no y(w) bc I told her to meet me in the park after she dropped her friend off somewhere (Cole) did she hear what I just said( w) I have it on speaker phone right now and we r sitting on the bench bc she didn't want to stand in talk in her boots(Cole) I gtg

Cole hung up his phone I just sat there with water pouring out of my eyes. Wes said " it gonna be okay I'm sorry tho u had to find out this way tho but I just though u should know"
I said " is there a girl there now"
Wes said" I can text and ask if u want"
I said "please"
Wes texted Cole
W- hey is there a girl there right now?
Cole- yeah
He showed me what Cole said I hurried over to my car. I drove straight to Cole's house. Wes tried to stop me bc he followed me there but before he got to Cole's room I already walked in and saw a girl trying to get her way with him. I took the girl by her hair pulled her by it to just get her off my boyfriend. Pulled her out of his house by her hair still. I push her down the his drive way and said " get the fuck way from my boyfriend u stupid whore"
Then I walk back into his room and laid down on his bed and said nothing.
Cole finally said" what the hell there is a lot nicer ways to do the same thing"
I finally said " bc the whore was trying to have sex with my boyfriend of course I'm gonna fucking cause her the pain she deserved. "
He laid down beside me after looking m win the eyes and see how they looked.
Cole said " Wes get out of here I got it from here"
Wes left after he was told to. I flopped over where Cole couldn't see me cry. That's all I could do is cry I got up after cried. I went to the bathroom and removed my makeup. Then I went straight back to his bed, laid down beside him but facing him. I said" were u gonna have sex with her?" He looked me in the eyes and said " no I only want to have sex with you"
I looked away from him and said " I heard what u said on the phone" Cole said "I know I knew u were with him bc u always tell me when u r with ash or Grace and when u didn't tell me then he called me I know what the hell was going on"
I said " I'm sorry it just I know u don't like me hanging out with him but he is my friend and umm he ask me to hang out with him " Cole said" I looked at ur phone when u were in the bathroom"
I said " what"
Cole said "sorry "
I said " don't ever touch my phone again"
Cole POV
Why do I have to be dating this annoying bitch? Yeah she good at sex and she still looks at the world with so much innocence like nothing is wrong. I mean damn I cheated on her and she just beat up the girl. And I ask my ex for nudes and she still did care. I know my cousin likes her I mean why else would he call her all that. He is a good person I mean he needs to u know see the real her before liking her. I don't like how much time she spends with Wes. It's not that Wes is a bad person it's just that he knows to much about me. Some stuff she shouldn't even know yet. I like her in some ways though she is definitely beautiful and always knows how to look good and always see the good in people she lets in her life. I mean she won't leave though most nights I don't mind. I also can't stand to see her cry like she did tonight it broke me I know I mess up to see her cry like then see her go remove her makeup and still see it on her those tears I never want to see again. I mean I hate to see her so miserable just bc of me. I hate how I treat her she definitely deserves better. But she probably never going to do that tho. Till I break her to the point where she couldn't take it anymore. I never want to do that I love her no matter what I do in my life.