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I look back at Grace
Echo- I'm not being a ho him and me made a deal
Grace- what is this dumb deal
Echo - if Cole and I ever broke up which we just did Wes and I would get together
Grace - u stupid cunt
Echo- bye thanks
I walk away I don't feel like dealing with her right now. Ash was way more understanding then her. She never cares which makes it easier for me to talk to her. After school instead of going to Cole's like I'm used to I want to Wes's house. I go up to his bedroom to already find him there. He was just laying on his bed shirtless. I lay down right beside. He puts him arm around me.
Echo- so r we gonna just lay here for the rest of the day.
Wes- if u want to we can
Echo- what do u want to do
Wes- I don't know
I move to my side he gets right behind me puts his strong arms around me. Which just made me feel super safe. I fell asleep right there.

The Next School Day

I wake up get ready for school. I put on a dark blue shirt, black skirt and black wedges. I drove to school. As I walk into school Hope comes up to me.
Hope - what the hell did u do to my brother
Echo- nothing y
Hope- then y was he being weird last night
Echo- we just broke up that's all
Hope- I think u made him cry u stupid bitch
Echo- I didn't mean to sorry
Hope- why are u telling me this shit go talk to him
Echo- I don't think he wants to see him at this point
Hope- well go see him after school he wasn't to sad and tried to come today thanks to u cunt
Echo- bye
I walk on to class not listening to what people are saying. Ugh I hate first block I can't have my phone out so after listening to my teacher all that time. After class I check my Snapchat to see on Hope's story something happened to Cole. I texted her.
Echo- is he okay
Hope - he just got into a car accident
Echo- may I ask how
Hope - he fell asleep at the wheel. From staying up all night worrying about u he got no sleep.
Echo- I hope he is okay

She left me on open after that. Now I feel terrible I messaged Wes.
Echo- I can't do this not with everything going on with Cole right now.
Wes- I understand

I went to my next class luckily Ash was in it. I told her everything that happened with Cole. She kept stopping me from having a panic attack. I was so scared bc the last photo I seen of him. Was him in a neck brace.as I walk out of the class I see Hope.
Echo- do u know anything else
Hope- if I did I wouldn't tell you
I walked away from her. Then I saw that girl that Cole was flirting with. I stopped her and punched her right in the face. Luckily the principal wasn't around so I hurried up and got to class before she said anything.

After I got to that class the teacher looked at me. Then look away and gave me the hand signal to leave the class now. So I walk straight out and went over to the field and just sat there. Till the lunch bell rang I waited and waited to at least here something. I couldn't stand not knowing what was wrong with him. I wanted to leave school to go see. Then he teacher came up to me out in the field and said I was being checked out. I walk up to the office hoping something would hit me on the way up. Luckily the bell rang a minute later so my friend met up with me quickly.

As I walk up closer to the office I see Cole's mom she stops me and said get out of here I check you out I thought u might want to go see him.

I hurried up got to my car and got out my keys buckled up and hit the road. I drove all the way to his house and I froze like I had no idea what to do knock or just go on in or wait for his mom to let me in. So I sat down on the bench in his porch and waited. After a little while his mom pulled up and yell just go on in. So I walk into the house and went straight to the his bedroom door and knock. I heard him yell come in. I knew he had no idea it would be me.

As I walk in he just looked didn't say shit anyone could tell he didn't expect to see me. I didn't know what to say either. He patted down a spot on the bed right beside so I walked over there and sat there. He looked at me and said.

Cole- y
Echo- y what
Cole- y did u come here
Echo- u got into a car accident I had to make sure u were alright
Cole- I didn't have to I'm pretty sure someone would have told you
Echo- having someone tell me and finding out myself are way to different things I needed to make sure for myself and I don't want you getting hurt
Cole- really then y right after we broke up you went straight to Wes and started to make out with him it likes you two had it all plan out
Echo- we kinda did
Cole- that really fucked up
Echo- well we were already fighting so I stayed at Wes's and we talked and we both agreed if anything happened between you and me. I would go to him
Cole- you said you were at a friends house
Echo- well at I was bc all him and I are friends I made sure after all what happened to tell him that
Cole- so while we were dating u were at another guys house and knowing him in his bed and you didn't tell me shit till like now
Echo- well at the time it was a good idea but now I think about it it probably was really stupid of me
Cole- obviously
Echo- I'm sorry I'll go if you want me to
Cole- don't just lay down I can tell you don't like just sitting on my bed
Echo- so what's gonna happen now
Cole I don't know we will see what happens

After that everything goes silent I turn away from him. He puts his arms around me like old times. He starts to kiss my neck and I turn around he put his hands up my shirt. He unhooked my bra. He slowly lifted my shirt up starts kissing each and every part of me that still doesn't have clothing on. Except my feet bc I hate having my feet touch. He slowly unzip my skirt then starts grabbing I'm upper thigh well kissing my breast. He takes his shirt off. I don't look Incase I see a bruise that I don't want to see. I don't like to see bruises. He takes his pants off as quick as he can. He goes back to my underwear he takes then off as well as his then. Then we did what we should have never did bc we both know it was wrong but all at the same time it felt right. Afterwards I went to asleep knowing the more I stay with him the more I take the chance of getting hurt.

In the morning I walk out of his room after putting all my clothes back on go down to my car and get my clothes. I go to his bathroom and change really quickly. Then I go back to laying down with him.

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