i wanted to make this a separate part of my story because it deserves a its own page due to a different chapter in my life. its a new beginning to something i don't know the end to. anyways recently i've had a lot of time to think and get my mind off of my last relationship. since i've been doing a lot of thinking lately i've been focusing a lot on someone new. now there is a twist to this one. i've known this kid since freshman year and would consider him one of my best friends. him and i are so so so close and we tell each other everything. i met him through one of my friends because they had dated freshman year and although they broke up we continued our friendship and became very close. now this kid has went to a different school than me for the past two years but is now transferring into my school for his last two years. i'm very very excited but the thing is i might be transferring too. other than that this kid has dated 2 other people from my current school so he kind of has a reputation of jumping from one girl to another. but in my eyes his intentions are always pure and he just has a really good heart. in all 3 relationships from this school the girls have always did him wrong in some way so it's not his fault. ANYWAYS he kinda recently just got out of a relationship with someone he really liked and ofc i have to be there for him and help him through it because again we are very close and ya know that's just what every best friend does. Now i swore to myself that i would never like him like that ever just because we are so close and i don't want to ruin anything. but recently since i've had time to think, and as i've been texting, facetiming him and hanging with him, i have started looking and thinking of him from a different perspective. again i'm just trying it out though to see if it could potentially be something but i'm not going to say or do anything because he's still getting over his ex and i can't disrupt his healing and i don't want to rush anything because i'm not sure that he feels the same way. i think he just sees me as a sister or something but i'm not sure. i'm just going to see how everything goes from here but i'm defenitley going to give him his own time and i need time to think too.
