what is hope?

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What am I? Nothing but a lie? I seep into my self loathing. Wondering, hoping. Why am I here? I ask you these questions my dear. I drive in the knife.. to my heart. To end the internal strife. I'm torn apart. For my mind says that I'm not meant to be. But my heart says stay alive and I'll see. For no matter what I want to lie beneath the water and let the bubbles stop. But I love too much my boyfriend,friends,mom and pops. For now I shall set the struggle aside. And come out from wherever I shall hide. For I realize I'm no coward. For I'm blooming like a flower. For I'm in true bliss with my realm. And I am well. Well within my mental stasis. And I'm on a friendly basis. For I know not who I am. But I know what to do. I know my hope lies with you. For the truth shall come out when I am ready. And my heart shall forever be steady. For within your hands my heart sits. And your key within it fits. For this much I know. With you I know what is hope.

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