Sky for Two

Chapter 10.

All day today I have been debating. Should I go to Aidans party? Should I lower myself to his standards and try and prove to him that in fact I am not a baby, and I for sure know how to have fun. I texted Adam to see if he would like to come with me, but it has been a couple of hours and he has no replied to my text. He never does lately, which is very upsetting. He has dramatically changed since his new relationship began...but im happy for him. I totally am. yup. If Adam wasn't going to answer me, that's totally fine. I have other friends, despite Aidans rude remark last night. I quickly whipped out my phone and send a text to Imogen and Clara asking them if they are free. The two girls replied almost instantly, they are amazing.

"Hmm that Delayne boy is having a party? Im in ;)-Clara"

Well she seems eager to go.

"That sounds great Jess! Ill pick you Cee up at 9:30. Wear something nice girl- Imogen"

What the hell does that mean? Do I usually dress bad? I know im not the most extravagant person out there but come on, I cant be that bad. Nine thirty is 3 hours away, so that gives me plenty of time to get ready and look presentable. What will I wear though? A dress? A nice top? Heels? Flats? Oh boy, so many options.

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*BEEP BEEP*

As I was adding the finishing touches to my make up and hair, I finally heard the girls outside. For some reason, I was reluctant to go downstairs and get in the car, even though the whole thing was my idea. I was feeling nervous, and quite nauseous. I wonder what is wrong with me. Perhaps im coming down with a cold? Hopefully I wont get worse wearing this little black dress that I finally pulled out of the closet and decided to wear after having bought it a few years back during my trip into the nearest town with a big mall. I never saw a need to wear this dress, as there was no occasion and I have often regretted buying it, as it was just laying there collecting dust in my wardrobe. Im glad it came to use in the end. I must say, it looks very flattering on my little body. So flattering that it makes me a little uneasy to set outside, let alone go to a party with so many people. I noticed myself slowly drifting away into the land of daydreaming, completely forgetting about the two anxious girls downstairs who are waiting for me. The loud noise of the car honking again brought me back into this world and without thinking about it, my legs sprung up and ran downstairs to meet the ladies outside. Without delay I opened the back door to the car and flung myself into the seat, greeting the girls.

"Girl you are taking FOREVER to get ready. But I guess I can see why! Looking amazing!"

Clara's compliment made me blush, as I am not used to people telling me anything of the sort. However, I very enjoyed the little bit of attention that I received, as I put a lot of effort into pulling myself together to look presentable today. My mind started to wonder did I do this for Aidan? Of course not. Don't be silly girl, you did this for yourself. Not some stupid boy who is so rude and inconsiderate and a jerk and ugh that smile though...No.

My train of thought was interrupted by a text message I just received. I looked at the screen and Adams name was clearly visible. Oh how convenient of him to text me when I just left to the party!

"Jess, do not go to that party. I am serious. I do not want you anywhere near those two! They are bad news. Since when do you go to parties anyways Jess? We both know its not your thing so don't be stupid and do not go."

What? Why is Adam being so... weird? What is wrong about me going to a party and having a little fun? And what does he have against Aidan anyway? He barely even knows the guy! And what does he mean by the two of them? Who the hell is he talking about? Maybe Aidans brother? How does he know him? I was sick of Adam constantly ignoring me and then trying to act like a big brother swooping in and telling me what I should do. Its time to tell him how I feel. After last night, I still have some courage left in me and I am ready to finally confront Adam and tell him exactly what I think about his new attitude towards me.

"Adam what the hell? Are you saying I cant go to a party? Youre not my brother, hell Adam youre barely my friend anymore! After you got with Sophie everything changed. You ignore my messages, you never come over, and we never hang out anymore. We don't even talk in school as you ignore me or say a couple of words. I think you changed. And I think you can no longer play the protective big brother I never had role with me anymore. What do you have against Aidan anyway? How do you know him? And what do you mean by the two of them? His brother wont even be home and I don't know how you know he even has a brother. You are acting very strangely these last few months and I don't like it. Sort yourself out and be a better friend before you can tell me what to do. Until then, I will do what I want and I will go to whoevers party I want to go to. Thanks for caring. See you later."

I send the message and turned my phone off. I do not want to deal with Adams attitude right now. I am out here tonight to have fun. To escape all the Adam drama and enjoy the day with the girls who actually are my friends and who care about me. And of course, I am out here tonight to prove to Aidan Delayne that I do have friends, that I am not a baby and that in fact I can have fun. He can suck it. I will have more fun than he ever has. That big whimp.

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"Come on Jess! Another shot! You can do it!"

The crowd cheered me on as I shallowed shot after shot like it was apple juice. All the attention was on me as I have just chugged four shots in under 2 minutes and everyone is eager to see me down the fifth. As of now, I can still think straight. Nothing is happening it me. I don't even feel the effects of the shots. I don't know how people manage to get so wasted at parties! I wonder how much they drink. The taste is revolting. Another thing I don't understand how people do at parties. I wrap my fingers around the last shot of the disgusting liquid and lift it up to my mouth. My nose catches a swiff of the smell and my stomach turns. I quickly pour the contents of the shot down my throat and chug down a whole glass of Cola to try and hide the taste that is nearly making me throw it all back up.

"Okay big girl, I think that's enough for you"

Of course Aidan has to show up and ruin the fun for everyone.

"Whats the matter? Worried I have all the attention at your party and am more badass than you?"

My sassiness and courage are just pouring out and there seems to be no limits to them both. I guess that boy brings out the worst, or maybe the best in me.

"Sweetheart, you can never beat me at shots. But I think you've had enough. I don't want you ruining our wonderful carpets when you throw up. Im cutting you off"

Aidan seems to think that he knows everything. Little does he know that these shots didn't even affect me in any way. What a buzzkill.

A random voice was heard from the crowd and it seemed to be throwing great ideas out.

"Alright! Anyone but for a game of truth and dare?"

That sounds fun! I want to join! I walked over to the couch and fell into the soft seat, positioning myself so that I can play in a circle of people and that the bottle can reach me. Everyone around me was laughing and having fun. The atmosphere was amazing.

As we continued to play for several minutes, my body was repelling the bottle and it was refusing to land on me. However, eventually the bottle had landed on me and it was my turn to pick. By now I was frivolous and I felt less in control of my body. I loved this feeling and I left it consume me and take over my body and take full control of it.

"So Jess, what will it be? Truth, or dare?"