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He got shot was all I was thinking. I just sat there looking into space. My baby got shot I can't lose him without him I dont have nothing nowhere to live, food nothing at all.I hope he's okay. I said a silent prayer then I heard a horn I knew it was Ted so I grab my jacket and put on my uggs.
I ran out to the car and hop in the back all of are friends was there.
"What happen", I asked.
" Joe, I dont even know I was laid up with Paris and the next thing I knew my phone was ringing.I just talk to him at 12 he was telling me he was on his way home", Ted explain.
We finally made it to H. Loyola University Hospital (this is a real hospital in Chicago) I hoped out the car and ran to the receptionist desk.
"Hi, I was wondering if yall had a Derrick Griffin in", I asked.
" Staff or Patient", She asked me.
" Patient", I answered.
" Yes, He leaving out of surgery and beening putting in a room." She told me.
"Ok so whats the room number", I asked.
" The relation to the Patient", She asked again.
This bitch was pissing me off like just tell me what room number hes in.
"I'm his girlfriend", I said smart.
"Ok his in room 312", She said giving me a vistor pass.
I walk away finding the elevator. I got on and push number 3. I really hope his okay I was thinking it felt like it took forever to get to the floor.
I finally found his room I stood outside his door for a minute because I didn't want to see him. I got the courage to turn the knob. When I walk in my geart dropped. He was hooked up to all kind of machines and his eyes were close.
I felt so broken seeing him like that. I just stared at him.Wishing this wasn't happening to him. I wish I was the one laying there not him.I sat in the chair next to his bed I handled his hand and just starting crying. The doctor had came and told me he lost alot of blood and his going into a coma alike stage. I knew crying wont solve nothing so I just start talking to him.
" Babe, I hope you can hear me please pull through everybody needs you. I know I was mad early and I didn't tell you I love you back but I do. I love you more than anything and I cant lose you.So please pull through this I know you can", I said in a crying voice. I kissed his forehead and thats when the monitored start going off then the heart monitor start going in that noise that means you died.
The nurses and doctors rushed and told me I need to leave. I sat in the waiting room waiting to see whats happening. I hope he makes it I kept telling myself. It was about 7 the next morning and I didnt go to school. Im so tired but I couldn't leave until he wakes up. The nurse and doctor told me I should go home and get rest but I couldn't.His grandparents came and his grandmomma told me to go home and if anything happen she would tell me. When grandma Marley tell you to do something you do it I kissed her on the cheek and left. I took they car cause they was staying for a while.
When I got home I took a shower, and change into one of Derrick's shirt and some shorts. I laid in bed just thinking over everything we went through the time I move in with him.
Flashback......
I was arguing with my momma from the 50th time.It was always something she said I was ungrateful but I did everything she asked.
" You one ungrateful ass little bitch", She screamed at me.
" How am I ungrateful", I yelled.
" Because you are and don't raise your fucking voice at me", I yelled me.
" I'm leaving", I said
"If you walk out that door dont ever step foot in my house again", she told me.
And that day I never been back to my momma house again.
I had called Derrick crying. Telling him what had happen he told me to come over so we can talk to his grandparents about me staying. I told him no twice just because I felt that was too much to have two teenagers. But he wasn't taking no for a answer they agree to let me stay and I been here since then.
I pray that he will make it through this I cant lose him.
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