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We was riding around for hours trying to find him. We went to his spots asking his niggas where he was.They didn't know nothing. I just sat in the car silence with my head in my hands.
" Sis its going to be okay".
"Naw brah Just take me home".
Ted didn't say nothing just drove. I was thinking how in the hell I'm get out this mess. I'm too young to be a dope boy girlfriend, wife or whatever. I have more respect in myself to let Derrick ruin my life. I have to start thinking about what Chanel wants, needs, and cares for. Ted drop me off and I walk to the side of the house to get back in.
The light was on and the window was shut.I was scared I didn't know who was in there or maybe it could be Derrick. Then thats when I got a call.
" Yo, where the fuck you at", Derrick yelled into the phone.
" I'm outside the window".
He hang up and open the window. He help me inside. I start taking off my stuff when he was just staring at me. I didn't look his way I was pissed that he beat me home. I know his going to question me but I really don't care.
"Why you climbing through window for"?, He ask calmly.
I didn't respond I just kept my face straight. He laughed and and just shook his head. I knowbhe probably think I'm on some sneaky shit.I laid down facing the wall. I can't sleep without him holding me so I was tossing and turning the whole night. At some point I just got on my phone scrolling through instagram, Facebook, Twitter. I tweeted
@COCOChanel92 Can't sleep babe mad at me:'(
After about like 5 more minutes I woke him up.
" Derrick can you hold me I can't sleep"I whined.
" Chanel go to sleep I don't care"
"Please babe"
I wrap my arm around his waist. I thought he was going to move it but he didn't. I got close so I could put my leg around him too.My head was on his back and I finally drifted off to sleep.
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The next morning I woke up Derrick wasn't there.I check my phone he didn't tex me. I got up grab my towel and robe and went straight to the bathroom. After about 5 minutes later it was a knock.
" Yeah ", I yelled.
" Chanel open the door", Derrick said back.
I got out the shower to open the door.He look me up and down and smiled.I rolled my eyes and got back in the shower. I turn around and he was getting in the shower. I didn't pay him no attention. I let the water hit my body then I start washing up.Derrick start kissing my neck and telling me he loves me and I'm the only person he wants to be with blah blah blah. I didn't say nothing back.
I got out and went to the room. I start drying off and putting on lotion. I put on some jeans, uggs, and a black hoodie with chicago in red written. I brushed down my weave and then I put a handband on.Derrick takes forever in the shower. I grab my MK purse and watch.The door open and here he come with a towel around his waist.
" Where you going " ,He asked.
I didn't say nothing but look in my purse making sure I had my lip stick.
" Chanel I'm really not on the bullshit with you today so I'm ask you again".
I looked at him and then my phone.I been through too much to go through the bullshit with him.
"Hello".
"............"
"You outside"
"........."
"Ok, koo".
"I'll be back later ".
Then I walk out the door.My phone beep and I knew he text me.
I don't know what the fuck your problem is but you need to fix it.I haven't done shit to you for you to be acting like this.You acting out for no reason.I hope you really enjoying yourself wherever you going cause tonight we might not be together and thats on my mama.
I read it and put my phone back in my purse I reall don't care. We veen together too long and he knows how I am. Dont lie to me in my face and go behind my back and do some fuck nigga shit. I dont play that. I went over my friends Lolas house to just chill.
It was about 10 when I finally left. I had fun we just kick it and talk and watch movies nothing serious.I was walking back down the street just thinking its about to go down tonight. As I got closer to his grandparents house I seen trash bags of stuff on the porch. Then I got a text message.
Don't play me like a fool.I told your ass thats your shit on the porch. Delete my number.
I couldn't say nothing I was in shock. He really put me out.I called Ted and told him what happen.He was going his way. I sat on the porch crying now I'm homeless.
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