𝘪𝘵 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴 ➤ 𝑗𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑟𝑖

helpless

-jungkook's pov-
3 weeks later
9:21am

it has been weeks. she was still unconscious. i was worried to death. i couldn't do anything right. i couldn't eat, sleep, or anything. i had no mood to. without her, im nothing.

-

it was music bank for our new song, 'Fake Love'. i was still down. i couldn't focus.

"yah jeon jungkook i swear if you do that step wrong aga-"

"then I'll leave." i said sternly, cutting namjoon hyung off.

i was done. ive had enough. i need her. i didn't want to do these promotions anymore, i just wanted to be with her and talk to her.

"im telling you for the las-"

i just took of my jacket and slammed it onto the floor. giving a cold stare , before leaving the stage.

i heard everyone sighing and cursing. i didn't care. i needed her. i took my belongings and left the building.

-

i went straight to the hospital. i knew that i would get into deep trouble, but i didn't care. she's my number one priority right now.

i entered the ward and she was still the same; laying on the bed unconsciously. it reminded me of that day. my heart broke. tears started filling my eyes once again. i promised myself i wouldn't cry, but i can't. she's important to me, how can i not cry?

i just held her hand tightly while sitting beside the bed. i was praying and praying, hoping that she'll wake up.

"please... wake up... i miss you... so much" i mumbled.

i held her hand tighter and blinked, as my tears fell from my eyes. i was devastated ,seeing her state being caused by me.

"yah jeon jungkook why are you here?!" someone yelled.

i turned around immediately—irene noona and the rest.

i just bowed to them. i couldn't say anything.

"im sorry, i was just visiting...i-"

"visiting?! get out! she doesn't need you! you don't deserve her, jeon jungkook. look what you've done to her! just get out." irene noona spoke.

my heart tore at her words. yes, i don't deserve her. but i love her. still. and always.

i just nodded and left the room. i couldn't win against irene noona.

i just sat outside, with tears rolling down my cheeks continuously. "why does this have to happen?" i asked myself as i sighed deeply. i closed my eyes and leaned back against the wall, trying to calm myself down.

"hey, it's okay" someone spoke and patted my shoulder. i looked up and i was surprised. "we-wendy noona?"

"i know how you feel. you must be feeling so devastated and depressed. i heard what had happened, i don't blame you though. cause i know you still love her. and don't blame yourself too. it's okay, cheer up okay?" she said and gave me a smile.

i smiled back. "thanks noona... i will"

"now let me ask you" she said.

i nodded.

"would you love her till she wakes up?" she asked.

obviously my answer was yes. but, would i really?

i looked down and fiddled with my fingers as i thought about it for awhile.

"yes. i will. ill love her no matter what. but i feel so helpless. i can't do anything right after that incident. i miss her. so much. i can't live each day without her... i really really love her." i said, with a tear trickling down my face.

she then gave me a heartwarming smile and patted me on my shoulder, "i hope you'll love her till she wakes up. im sure she still loves you. and im sure she needs you"

i nodded and she left me. i feel really helpless. when will you wake up kim yerim?

A/N hello!! hope you've enjoyed!! anyways, school has just started so ill won't be updating everyday now:(( so sorry!! thx for reading btw ❤ have a great day!!