Life goes on

Liar

The song of this chapter: "Solo" by Clean Bandit feat. Demi Lovato
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He looks so nervous. Somewhere also afraid, how I will react. But why, what is going on? I couldn't think of something possible.

His eyes are always on the floor escaping my scanning and unknowing look. He is breathing irregularly and rubs his arms while biting his lips from time to time.

I was slightly--no totally irritated. And I'm craving for a fricking answer!

"What is going on?"

He ignores my question and sits on the couch and glances shortly, not even a second, over to me offering me to sit next to him.

I take place leaving an inch between us. He pierces his eyes through me while he gets slightly glassy eyes. His usual smile and his happiness is not there. Instead there is this new expression of him. He is breathing heavier and heavier freaking me and obviously himself even more out.

He opens his mouth to talk and I'm staring at him so courios what he will say. But he shouts it again and goes through his hair. He pauses for a few seconds shackeing his head. He supports his head in his hands and with a shaky voice he presses out:

"I'm a liar"

Just this short sentence. He leaves me in total confusion but doesn't look like he will add something to it. I think of questioning more but just get out:

"What?"

"I lied"he answers unsure after a long pause

"What did you lie about?" I want to know but saying it in total anxiety.

"About everything"

He is shaking now and near to crie. I never would expected to see him like that anytime.

"I...I...I don't know what came other me..."

Now I'm really afraid. My heart is beating way too fast and my curiosity is killing me.

"I'm not who you think..."

Not who I think... What?! He is Jayden, or? What is he meaning? I don't understand a thing.

"I'm...I'm not him"

"Who?"

He inhales long and breathes out even longer closing his eyes to calm himself down.

"I'm...I'm not Jayden..."

"What?!?!?!"

I didn't mean to say that. Especially not in this mean way.

"Sorry, but what do you mean?", I correct myself.

"I'm Hayden, not Jayden"

I stare at him? Is this a joke? Should this be funny? "Oh, my name is Hayden not Jayden, sorry"I literally hate him right now. How dare he! I really thought there was something going on.

I heard a key turning in the lock at the door.

"Oh perfect" Jayden, or Hayden, whatever, groans,"He is home"

Who should be home? I look curious at the door opening slowly. I see a boy with brown half messy hair and green eyes. He looks exactly like Jayden, or Hayden, oh fuck this!

I gasp. What is going on? Are they doppelgangers? My wondering can't be unseen, so...

"Oh hey, what is new girl doing here?

I look shocked. Wait, did he say new girl? Yeah, he did... Now I am totally confused.

"Clara, meet Jayden. Well you already met..."

My open eyes are not shutting. Confusion is taking over my body.

"But what you don't know", he stops being interrupted by the other boy.

"Wait, you didn't tell her? That is better than every comedy show", he laughs.

What should he have told me?

"I wanted but you had to bust in"

"Oh, now I want to see it"

The boy sitting next to me moans annoied but continues talking as he notices the other won't leave us.

"He...he is my twin."

Wait...what? Sure they have to be, they look exactly the same. But why would he lie about his identity to me?

He looks so unsure at me wanting to know my reaction. How adorable, he really cares about me...

"But why did you lie to me?"

"I'm not the one who wants attention..."

Bad boys twin doesn't want attention? Well this is gold.

I don't really understand what telling me he is his twin is getting him less attention but okay... But faking his name helped him keeping it out of the gossip. So he had some good intentions...

Hayden pouts so cute right now looking a shade of afraid. I give him a big smile saying everything is good.

"You're not angry that I lied?"

"No, I kinda understand you..."

He smiles back at me being totally relieved. His breathing is steady again and the spark in his eyes is back. I can't believe it that my reaction to this made him so nervous...

"Lameee! I wanna see her crying or shouting so I can calm her down" Jayden, the bad boy, smirks interrupting our smiling moment.

I already miss his eyes piercing happily through me and warming my heart. What is wrong with me?

My phone ringing throws me out off my thoughts. I smile and form sorry with my mouth and answer the call.

"Hey, Clari"

There's only one person in this whole world who calls me that. And just as I hear his voice a big shiver is running down my back. How did he get my number?

And cut again!
Cliffhanger again! Sorry not Sorry:)

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Released on 27.06.2018