Best Friend

7-Wish I was Like Her

Tamara pov:-
After coming back home, I felt weird.
A really warm feeling in my head.
I placed the stuffed bear on the couch then walked to the kitchen and opened it, my eyes immediately landed on a white bottle with a red label written 'Smirnoff' in huge block words. I was relieved, at least now I can forget everything about this cruel world...
I took it and chugged in the bottle until my my eyes were blurry. It felt like the world was spinning. My legs were wobbling as I walked to the couch laying on it.
"Stupid Commie..."
I slurred as I picked up the little bear.
Tori is hot, I can agree. But,
Its not like I hate her something.
I just don't like her.
I love her.
I love her too much.
But....
She's popular, everyone loves her, she's got a good life, and she's beautiful...unlike me, with black eyes and being weird and... Ugly.
My eyes felt watery when I realized that I was crying.
I was jealous of her. She's so perfect.
Why can't I be like her?!
Oh wait, I can't.
Because I'm a freak.
I cried even more squeezing the little bear to my chest.
Oh who am I kidding?
Tori will never like me in this shape. No one ever will.
Tori hated me.
Tori hates me.
I was drowning into thoughts when I heard the door creak open.
"oh shit..." I cursed under my breath when seeing who the figure was and immediately run to them.
"What the hell Tamara?!"

-time skip to next day-

I woke up only to find myself a mess.
Ugh. I groaned and woke up from the couch. Not remembering what happened yesterday....
What actually happened...?
Eh, I don't care.
I lazily walked to the bathroom getting ready.
After that, I went to the kitchen table picking up cereals and some coffee.
Then my eyes landed on a small paper note on the table.

"Sorry for yelling at you last night. I kept some money on your bed as an apology. Though, take care cause I'll be back late at night."

"Well fuck?"
I crumbled the paper and threw it away.
Then took my phone only to notice the screen.
'9:48'
Holy shit.
Am I late?!
But then I took a closer look only to find that it was Saturday. Phew.
I scrolled down through my phone while sipping coffee and only to find a message from....
Matilda??
Argh, I thought it was Tori...

Matilda: hey! You free today Tammy?

Tamara: Um yeah, actually...

Matilda: Cool! I was thinking...wanna hang out again with us??

Us? I then replied back.

Tamara: um okay, but who's Us??

Matilda: Ell and Tori silly!

'Ohmygodtoriwillbetheretoo?!!'
I felt my heart race and my face heat up. Apart of me was upset, but the other side? It was happy. No, I was happy!
"Oh my gosh!!"
I covered my face like a stupid girl
Would do in an anime?? Whatever...

Tamara : I'm in! What time?

Matilda: hehe. 5pm. Sounds good?

Tamara: Absolutely!

With that I went to my room and changed, along with the money he left on the bed and walked out of home.

[Ohoho~You'll find out who the he is soon! Sorry if this chapter's short. Internet's STILL a fuckin bitch. But a peek, next chappy won't be a Really good~hehe.
Anyways, hope u enjoyed reading!!
Bye!]