Cycle broken

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Sophia p.o.v
It's been 3 weeks since Mom died last week I was released from the hospital
The doctors said I'm lucky to me live but I don't feel lucky I feel like I lost part of me when Mom died

Not once has Harry called us or texted us or even tried to make sure we we're okay
Ethan was released 2 days after me he cried the whole night when he found out the bad news I didn't sleep at all Ethan locked himself his room wouldn't let me in but I   heard him crying

I'm standing front of moms room right now I'm nervous to open the door because I know I'm going to start crying again

"What are you doing" I heard Ethan's raspy voice I can He was crying again his eyes are red

"I wanna enter moms room but I'm scared because I know it's going back memories I don't wanna cry anymore" Ethan nodded

"Yeah I been like that as well open it we need our closure Sofie" I nodded twisted the Knob Opened it me Ethan entered the same time we started walking around his room still looked the same there was baby pictures of me and Ethan around the room his bed was unmade I kind of giggled the memory he was always lazy to make his bed
There was some clothes the floor
Ethan cane front me hugged me

"I'm sorry I pushed you away when we found out the news I didn't know how to take the news" he said hugging me tightly
I hugged him back tightly rubbed his back gently

"What happened to the pilot" he said sounding mad

"He's jail for 20 years"

"20?! That's not enough he destroyed our lives he gets only 20 years"
"Calm down Ethan at least we're getting justice"
"When do we have to leave for Ireland"

"The funeral is on Friday but we have to leave early tomorrow at 3am"
"Well I'm going to sleep here tonight I feel like this the only thing I have left of him"
Ethan was such mommy's boy Niall raised him to be different Harry Ethan has had girlfriends the past he has always treated them like queens buying them flowers taking them to their house or their classrooms or he'll take them to dates the girls would always break up with him I guess they couldn't handle the paparazzis I don't blame them

"Goodnight E I love you little brother see you later"

"Night sis love you more" I closed the door behind me heading to my room

*alarm goes off 3*
The alarm went off I got up from my bed made my way to Ethan I softly knocked on the door
Ethan opened it with his luggage behind him
"You ready to go little brother" he nodded
We don't wanna go to airplanes Ethan is now scared of airplanes but who can blame him
*arriving Ireland*
We we're moms childhood house where he was raised

Ethan smiled at picture at the wall I saw was baby picture of Niall he was crawling on the floor I smiled as well he was cute baby he reminds me a bit of Ethan when he was baby

"you look a lot like him Ethan" he gave me side smile mumbled small thank you

"when do we have to leave tomorrow for the funeral" he said sounding super sad

"we have to leave here at 8am" I said giving him one last hug before heading to bed he did the same