Cycle broken

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Ethan p.o.v
I know what you must be thinking Ethan you're just bad person you keep pushing away your only sister what I say to that is fuck off I have my reasons I'm protecting myself
Yes me and Sophia are going thru the same thing but she won't understand me
Right now I'm in party with my friends Matthew and William
It's already around 1 the morning all the girls were grinding on me I was grinding on them
"Let's take this back to your place" girl told me I nodded while getting her handing guiding her to my car my house
*arriving home*
Me and the girl who I don't know the name of
Have arrived home she's touching all over my body
We passed the security
I opened the door I saw Sophia sleeping the couch uncomfortable
"Is that your girlfriend or something" The girl asked
"No baby that's my older sister go to my room is the one upstairs the left side the third door" she nodded walked more like stumble up the stairs
I walked up to Sophia shook her she opened her eyes
"E what time is it"
"3:05 Am" I said while checking my phone
"I'm proud of you baby brother I don't see any girls with you right now you're not that drunk or high"
When I was about to say I did bring girl home the girl came downstairs
With just her bra and panties (omg that was so awkward writing)
Sophia looked surprised at me
"Oh she's finally awake can we fuck now" the girl said
Sophia gasped while looking at me and the girl
"REALLY?! ETHAN"
"Omg leave me alone Sophia stop acting like Mom he's dead I can do whatever I want you're not him so you can't tell me what to do"
"WOW okay whatever Ethan don't come crying to me when you get a sex disease or if you get anyone pregnant please keep it down I have to go somewhere important later on"
She patted my shoulder she looked at the girl
"Have fun fucking him  he fucked three girls before you the past two days"
She walked up the stairs I heard the door slammed shut
The only thing going thru my head is did she finally gave up on me

*Next morning*
I heard the shower turn on from Sophia room the other girl left already 
I was the kitchen eating eggs with bacon coffee the our chef made
Sophia walked in the kitchen with white skirt and black crop top necklace
"Good morning Ms.Sophia what would you like for breakfast this morning"the chef asked her
"Nothing Mary I have to go somewhere important today I just came here to get Apple thank you though see you later" she looked at me walked away
From the kitchen walked outside got in car
I messed up badly
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Sophia p.o.v
I'm leaving the college I applied to I got in UCLA to become nurse
I ignored Ethan this morning because I'm sad I want him to be good
I was heading back home when I heard something the radio
Radio dude: "Harry Styles his family moved back to LA they live near where his biological kids live Sophia and Ethan Horan"
I got out my phone started texting him

I arrived his house now I started honking harry came out let me parked the car
I followed him inside
"Talk" he said when we arrived inside to the living room
"Why did you move here me and Ethan are going thru hard patch in our life are you trying to make worser"
"We moves here because we got tired of England why are you doing here anyways" I turned around I saw Louis there he was the one who told me
"Stay out off it please louis"
I noticed Jessica Michael and Freddie Came in the living room as well
"Sophia" I heard Michael mumble under his lip
"Talk to me when they're not here oh btw your son is doing really bad he needs his dad to get thru this hard patch his life but I'm not surprise you not there for us you were never there for us"
I walked out the living room got the car drove off again
I was listening to moms CD flicker
Started playing mirror
I looked rear view of the car I swear I saw Mom the back seat smiling at me I'm probably going crazy

When I went to the hospital they took forever to call me name
When they finally called me they took out blood they left the needle inside me was very uncomfortable
The reason why I went to the hospital because for 1- my ear piercing got stuck inside my ear they had to take it out
2- I got diagnosed with asthma

That's the day I went to the hospital but now it's healing

But now it's healing