Chapter 12

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Hey everyone! I'm sorry my last chapter was short. xD I had writer's block :s But this is where everything spices up again.. Going back to highschool!! Keep reading and if you think my story is good share it with others. <3

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Aunt's house 5 am.

Damien's POV:

BEEP! BEEP!

I looked outside groggily. Then my eyes widened.

"THE BUS!!"

I hopped out of bed and stripped quickly, pulling on jeans and a yoshi t-shirt, with my toothbrush hanging out of my mouth. I slipped my vans on, grabbed a pencil and ran out the door.

"WAIT!!!" I yelled at the bus driver right as he was letting off the break. He immediately stopped, opened the door, and looked at me up and down. He smiled and laughed.

"Good morning Mr. Peters! It seems you've had a rough morning!" He ended with a husky chuckle.

I sighed and straightened my shirt, and combing my hair with my fingers. "Haha, yeah Mr. Schmitt.. I woke up late.. It's weird not having my car at the moment but the hospital says I shouldn't drive for a while."

He smiled a bit. "Yeah.." then he frowned and looked at me evilly. "Get in the back, Kid. I don't have time to waste on little pests like you. Learn how to wake up on time like everybody else."

I frowned. Yeah, teachers and busdrivers are evil. I turned and started walking onto the bus, looking from seat to seat hoping that I knew someone. I smiled when I saw Tommy. I walked directly over to him. Of course he was playing Zelda on the bus.. He's such a cute little nerd.

"Hey, Tommy! Can I sit with you?" He looked up sleepily and then when he noticed it was mean he scrambled in the seat to quicly sit up, he dropped his bag to the floor, and then smiled hastily. 

"Oh, hey! I didn't think you were riding the bus.." He looked around.

"Yeah, I didn't think you were either. Haha, where's your car?"

He looked down at his game and paused it. "Well.. It was my sister's.. and she didn't know I was borrowing it.. So, I got in a huge family fight.. But everything's okay!" He smiled to cover up his troubles.

"Tommy, I'm sorry.." I hugged him tightly and didn't let go. Maybe I held on too long because someone from the back shouted "GAAAAY!"

I turned around furiously and glared at him. "Hey, bitch. How about you come the fuck up here and tell that to my face?!"

And then.. here came Dick. He looked down at me. "Oh, look here.. It's Damien. Pissed that I took your girlfriend?"

I looked at him. "No. It's quite amusing. I stole her from YOU. She just chose to go back to a piece of shit. Your name matches your personality quite well by the way." I snarled at him.

I felt Tommy tugging on my sleeve. Then he whispered. "Damien, don't worry about him.. Just leave it be.." I looked down at him and he looked so worried like he was going to cry.

I sighed and looked at Dick. "You're lucky. You aren't worth my time." I sat back down and Dick snarled and walked away. I looked over at Tommy. "Are you okay? Did he hurt your feelings?"

Tommy just smiled. "Damien, I've had that my entire highschool years. I'm used to it." He laughed and hugged me around my neck while kissing my cheek.

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We arrived at school and Tommy and I got off the bus together holding hands. We embraced the awful looks and gasps. We didn't care. We knew we cared and had feelings for each other.. He loved me and I cared about him..

Tommy stopped. "Damien." He sounded shocked. I looked back at him.

"Yes?" He just pointed into the crowd. I followed where his finger was pointing and saw.

"Ummm.. look what they're doing to your locker." By that time I was incredibly angry. I began to stomp over there. Tommy was doing so much to try to stop me, but I'm not having it. They ran off before I got to them. I began reading what they put on my locker.

"Fag." "Gay." "Did anyone ever teach you 'Don't Ask, Don't Tell?' " "Gay isn't the way. Go somewhere else with your buttsex." "You're unnatural you little faggots."

After that I've about had enough. I looked at Tommy. "I'm about to do something that might get me kicked out of school."

He looked at me worried. "No, baby please. Don't do it. They aren't worth it. We'll just tell a teacher.."

"The teachers don't fucking care!!" I glared, then looked away. I stomped off towards Dick's locker. Almost there and a short girl stopped me. I looked down.

The girl was Eli.

"Here to protect your precious Dick?"

She looked up at me. Next thing I knew she had her arms around me and kissed me.

I kissed back but then I stopped and looked away. "Eli, what the fuck are you doing?.."

"Damien, I fucking love you. Okay?" She began to kiss me again. I stopped her.

"Eli, I have a boyfriend. I'm gay. Stop. I don't love you. I don't want this."

"You're not gay. Stop lying.." She stared at me and practically pushed herself onto me. She trapped me in a corner and continued kissing me.

UGH, why do I like it?! This needs to stop. Stop her, Damien. STOP. HER.

I pushed her off and ran down the hallway. As I was running I ran into a shocked and crying Tommy.

I looked into his eyes, immediately. "No, Baby.. It's not like that. Tommy, she pushed herself onto me.. I fucking swear!!"

"Damien.. You kissed her back.."

"NO!! It was an involuntary reaction.. Kind of like a reflex.. I'm so sorry.. Tommy, no.. I care about you.."

"But do you love me?.."

This was the question I was dreading... What am I supposed to tell him?... I don't love him.. But I don't like him as a friend.. Oh, hell...

"Tommy.. It's too soon for me to tell... Please don't make me say it.."

"DO YOU LOVE ME, DAMIEN!? Answer. Now!"

He was sobbing now.. trying to cover his eyes and suck it up.. But I can tell.. I looked at him sorrowfully..

"No... I don't..."

He looked at me broken. Then he slapped me.

"What the fuck, Tommy!! You don't slap someone just because they don't have the same feelings! It's not my fucking fault that I'm still in love with Eli!! Damn!"

His jaw dropped and I heard Eli gasp.

Then.. I just realized what I had said...

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