Saving You Tonight

Right and Wrong

A/N: So, stuff heating up, huh? Haha. Just saying, I have two new stories. They’re “How to Save a Life” and “Stole My Heart”. YEAH. So, I really worked on this chapter, so I hope you enjoy it!

Jillian’s POV

I was pregnant and broken. Not only would my baby have no father, but he would have a mother who wished the father was still here, because deep inside she didn’t want to be where she was. This was such a big mistake. No matter how much Harry cared, he wouldn’t understand. Before Finny was diagnosed with Manic Depression, everything was amazing. I loved him so much; I was willing to deal with him when he was at his lowest. But, since him leaving me, I’m the one left at rock bottom.

While thinking all of this, I was packing. I was going to move out and go to live in the same building Harry was in. There was an open flat a couple of doors away from him so I decided to move in it. Harry the rest of the boys were helping me pack. Well, most of them. Louis seemed a little on edge.

Louis’ POV

The boys and I were helping Jill pack because she was going to live in the same complex as us. This probably meant Harry was going to be spending a lot more time with her. It did bother me a little because I love Haz, but lately he’s been acting like a woman. He’s always stressed because of Jill and it’s causing problems in our friendship. Instead of staying quiet, I decided to talk to him. After all, we’re best mates.

I pulled Harry aside after he finished packing a box.

“We need to talk.” I said. Harry nodded in agreement. Apparently, we both knew what was happening to our friendship. It was silent for a minute, than he began to talk.

“I think we’re both sorry, Lou.” He said. “Don’t think that Jill is going to come in between us, mate…and I’m sorry for being a dick lately.” I chuckled.

“I’m not worried she’ll get between us. I’m sorry, too.” He nodded, accepting my apology as we hugged. I smirked. “KISS ME, YOU FOOL!”I yelled as I jokingly suffocated him. We both began to die of laughter. We both ended up on the floor, than Liam walked on us. He died laughing as well. I guess we’re contagious.

Harry’s POV

After me, Louis, and Liam got ourselves up off the floor, we packed the last of Jill’s things. Now, we had to put it all in the care a drive it to our complex. My car was big enough so we took it. In the care, besides all of Jill’s things, it was me, her and Lou. The drive felt quicker since the awkward silence between me and Lou was gone.  

One Hour Later

It was late and the boys got tired, so they went to bed. I was with Jill, helping her unpack.

“So, when’s your furniture coming?” I asked her.

“In the morning.” She replied. I paused

“Do you have an air bed?”

“No. I’ll just out some sheets and pillows on the floor.”

“Jillie Bean, you’re pregnant. You need to sleep on an actual bed, or at least an air bed.

“Well, Haz, I don’t have either of those. I don’t even have a couch, so sleeping on the floor is my only option.”

“No, you can come to my flat and sleep in my bed.  I’ll sleep on the floor.” She stopped and looked at me.

“That’s really not necessary.”

“It is necessary. You need to be comfy when you sleep, for the baby.”

“It’s not even a full fetus yet. It’s only one night, it’ll survive.”

“Pregnant women aren’t supposed to sleep on their backs and your shoulder will get hurt.” She grinned at my concern. “I insist, you sleep in my bed.” She rolled her eyes.

“Honestly, I would, but seeing how many girls you’ve slept with, your bed might have STDs.” She bursted out in laughter. I rolled my eyes.

“Actually, I always go to her house for sex. So, now you have no excuse.”

“Fine! I’ll sleep over!” I raised my arms in victory.

Jillian’s POV

I got into my nightie. Harry pushed to sleep over at his flat, since my furniture wasn’t here yet. It was a sweet thing. We headed over to his flat. He leaded me into his room. It was surprisingly clean and well styled.

“Alright, well, sleep tight.” Harry said as I tucked myself in.

“Don’t let the herpes bugs bite.” I said grinning. We both chuckled. He leaned over and gave me a hug. He leaned away slightly but still held me in his arms.

“Are you comfortable?” I nodded. “Good.” We stayed like that for a while, as we looked into each other’s eyes. He wasn’t just caring for the sake of caring. He was concerned for me on another level, more so than anybody else would be.

His face leaned in closer to mine. My lips slowly trembled. Was he really going to kiss me? Apparently, yes, he was. His lips softly touched mine. I started to kiss back, but then slowed down and pulled back. I felt tears on my face. He saw me and pulled back a little.

“Oh, I’m sorry.” He eyes overflowed with guilt. “Jill, I’m really…”

“It’s okay.” I completely pulled away from his embrace. “Just…”

“I’ll go now.” He quickly walked out of the room and turned off the light. I began to silently cry. What just happened reminded me so much of how Finny and I used to be. But, it didn’t feel wrong with Harry. I just didn’t know if it felt right.