Saving You Tonight

Revelations in Silence

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A/N: Hey guys, excited for the new chapter. I didn’t get much back on the first but hopefully this one will be better. It’s a little shorter, though. Hope it’s good, enjoy, Goblins!

Harry POV

I didn’t wake up the next morning, since I didn’t get any sleep. I thought about Jillian all night. I thought about her and Finny. I worried about her. I wanted to go to her house so desperately but Finny might throw a massive tantrum, as he acts like a child. Jillian deserved better. I missed her. Just then, Louis walks in my room, yelling about going to Nandos and meeting up with Eleanor. I just nodded my head. He jumped on me on the bed and began tickling the hell out of me. Fuck you, Lou. I started dying laughing, and then finally succeeded at getting him off me.

“Fuck you,” I said getting my breath back. We both had one last laugh. “So we’re meeting El?” Louis nodded

“Yeah,” He replied. “So, what’s up with the girl from last night?” I sighed heavily.

“I don’t know, mate. I’ve known her forever and now that I’ve seen her after so long with her boyfriend, I just feel as if…” I trailed off and looked down at my knees.

“You like her, right?” I nodded “Do you know the boyfriend well?” I shrugged

“Not really, but I know he abuses her. He’s bi-polar.” I looked up after a couple of seconds to see a shocked face on Louis.

“Are you the only one who knows?” He asked, finding his voice again. I shrugged.

“It seems like he does it a lot. She said she has to stay with him for his sake, to protect him but I think it’s better if they break up.” Louis stayed quiet for a couple of minutes.

“Well, Haz, think about it like this. If me or Eleanor ever became depressed or schizophrenic and became like him, we wouldn’t leave the other, trust me. We love each other. Her and her boyfriend probably do, too.”

“I just think this has gone on long enough. You and Eleanor are sane people, so that wouldn’t ever happen.”

“You’ve got to think about it from her point of view. You really care about her. Okay, so, if YOU were like that…” I immediately cut him off.

“DON’T EVEN FUCKING JOKE ABOUT THAT I WOULD NEVER HURT JILLIAN, WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I WANT, LOU??”

“I’m not even suggesting you would. So, have you ever considered not being a complete selfish baby about this? EVER? IF YOU WERE EVER BI-POLAR YOU WOULDN’T WANT HER TO LEAVE YOU! YOU’RE PISSED BECAUSE YOU KNOW I’M RIGHT!”

“YOU DON’T GET IT! SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Just as I screamed at my best mate, he walked out the door. I breathed heavily. What the hell was I doing, yelling at Louis?

I thought long and hard, and realized he was right. Louis and Eleanor love each other. Jillian and Finny probably did, too, and probably still do. Why else would they still be together? I decided to learn more. I researched Bi-polar/Manic depression. Apparently they’re in episodes. For all I knew, last night could have been a bad episode. For all I know, Finny was getting better and my chances with Jillian were crushed. I was about to cry, as if I’d lost something. But, I couldn’t cry, because you can’t lose what you don’t have.

Just then, my phone rings. I don't pick it up, whoever the fuck it is can wait. Then it rings again. I pick up

"Hello?" I say

"We need to talk." Said a very deep and familiar voice. It sounded grave.

"Who is this?"

"Take a guess." I paused and lost my breath for a minute, My heart and everything else stopped. Shit.

"...Finny...?" I heard him say nothing. Truth was in the silence.