My Cousins Best Friend Dean X Reader

Sammy

You looked over only to see Sam, "hey." He said sitting down next to you,  "hi." You said back as he leaned back on his hands.  "So that was hot... " He said shocking you a bit,  even when you two were together neither of you were really flirtatious,  and everyone knew it.  "What was? " You asked already knowing the answer but wanting to hear him say it.  "The whole rope swing scene... " He chuckled a bit looking down before you had time to see his blush,  he slowly inched his hands towards yours,  before slipping his pinky on top of yours,  which made your head snap down to the both of yours hands.  "Hey,  do you wanna get out of here? " He asked sounding doubtful of himself.  You simply nodded with a smile,  that's when he stood up and dusted off his pants before reaching down and offering you his had,  you gladly took it missing the feel of his big hand wrapped around your dainty one.  But once you stood up,  you didn't let go,  you just held on while he led you to his truck,  god you missed that truck and all the memories made in it. 
Once you got there you remember Jake,  "crap,  I have to go find Jake,  and tell him I'm leaving... " You said stopping as he was about to open your door,  he looked down at you lovingly,  "of course I'll wait for you. " He said smiling as he kissed your cheek.  You smiled up at him and started walking back towards the party,  "give me 5!" You threw over your shoulder. As you started running,  you were stopped before you could even get to a good pace,  by Dean,  Megan,  and Jake.  And none of them looked great.  Dean was in the middle with one arm around Megan's waist and the other over Jakes shoulder,  Jakes was on Dean's right,  with his arm slung over Dean's shoulder,  and Jake was just slumped over looking tired.  Meagan was probably the most waisted she had both arms around Dean and was leaving hickeys all over him,  which made you jealous and sick.  No!  Stop!  You can't think like that,  things with Sam might work out.  Shaking the thought from your head,  you decided none of them would be driving tonight,  sighing heavily,  you looked to Dean and said, "You guys look like crap... " "Hey at least we look better than you! " Megan exclaimed trying to through a slap at you which was easily dodged because one; you stepped back,  and two; Dean ' accidently' dropped her.
"I'm calling you guys a cab,  and Dean I'll drive you car to Jakes place,  I assume that your going home with her tonight. " You said keeping eye contact with Dean but pointing to Megan.  He just shook his head and mumbled, "nobbbody,  toucchs Babs. " Which made little sense to you,  but you assumed he meant you weren't driving his car.  "Dean it's either you leave your car here or I drive it. " You said giving him two options.  "Finee,  yo drive,  but I come wit. " I sighed and called Megan a cab,  before helping Dean and Jake to the car. 
"Ok Dean,  stay here,  don't try driving this car.  You hear me Winchester. " He nodded with a big goofy smile.  "Ok." You went to lean out of the car,  before Dean grabbed your arm,  dragging your focus to him,  the close proximity was making you as red as a tomato you were sure.  "Yes Dean? " You ask both fearing the answer and feeling excited for it,  "Your cute when your bossy, " He giggled,  yes he giggled.  "Boop." He said said poking your nose,  you slapped his hand away,  before leaning out of the car,  already missing the closeness of Dean.  Closing the door you called Sam,  knowing you'd have to cancel

~Phone Call~

"Hey babe, is everything ok? " He asked,  the cute nickname he had given you coming back to life.  "Yeah...  Hey Sam,  I'm so sorry but I'm going to have to make a rain check... " You said biting your lip,  in anticipation waiting for his answer.  "Ok... " He said a little disappointed, making you frown.  "How about tomorrow? You can pick me up at Jakes at let's say 3: 30? " You asked a little hopeful, suspecting he'd agree.  "Yeah,  I'll be there! " He said with happiness turning your frown upside down.  "Ok see you then. " You said ready to hang up,  when you hear those three words you thought you'd never hear directed at you from Sam again,  "hey (y/n).  I... I love you. " Silence.  That's  it.  Silence,  and when you couldn't say it back,  or even feel butterflies in your stomach,  you knew.  You didn't love him anymore.  No matter how much you wanted to you couldn't,  but you couldn't hurt him either,  he had been so good to you.  "Yeah,  goodnight Sam.  See you tomorrow. " You said hanging up before he could reply.
Driving back home,  you felt awful.  It used to be so easy,  saying "I love you. " To Sam,  it was like second nature.  But you can't,  not anymore.  You can't hurt him like that.  But you couldn't hurt him even more by saying you didn't love him anymore. So you decided to fake it till you make it!  Looking over to a sleeping Dean was a nice sight.  He looked so peaceful, so worry free,  and all you wanted to do was reach over and touch him.  But you couldn't,  you refrained,  plus he was probably dating Megan now,  and you did not want to know what would happen if she found out you kissed him,  let alone touch him.
Shaking the thought from your mind,  you pulled up to Jakes cabin.  He was renting it for the summer from a friend of his that he worked with.  He never really explained his job to you,  but you never really asked.  Helping the two giant men inside,  you sat them down at the table,  watching Jake lay his head back down,  while dean rubbed his eyes made you giggle.
"Ok,  boys!  How about a sandwich and a little water! " You said enthusiastically trying to annoy at least Dean,  "shhh!!! " He whisper yelled at you,  "keep it down! " Handing Jake and him a glass of water,  you sat down some Advil in front of them as well,  "drink." Was all you said before turning around facing the counter.  Making three peanut butter and jelly sandwiches,  you brought them back to the table,  seeing that both of them took their pills,  and drank some water,  were fully awake.  You sat the plates in front of them,  "thanks." They each mumbled,  stuffing their faces.  You laughed watching them scarf down their food in a matter of minutes.  "What? " Dean asked mouth full.
"Can you eat any faster? " You asked him raising and eyebrow.
"No. No I can not. " He replied taking another bite,  which made you giggled.  "I like your laugh. " He said mouth now empty.  You blushed.  Yep,  you were in love.  You threw that thought out of the window as well as all your lust for this man.  You just stood up before making your way to the stairs,  "well good night guys,  I'm going to sleep. " You said going up the stairs.  "Night." Jake said continuing with his sandwich.  Dean watched you until he couldn't see you anymore.
"Did I say something wrong? " Dean asked.
"Nah probably not,  she's just cranky sometimes. " Jake replied obviously still a bit buzzed.  Dean just looked down at his plate a confused look on his face. 
"Well night bro,  there's blankets in that closet over there, " Jake said point towards a closet on the other side of the live room,  "hope you don't mind taking the couch! " Jake said already half way up the stairs,  Dean just shook his head as to say,  "not at all. " Dean got a blanket and laid down on the couch,  closing his eyes trying to sleep.  'Good luck with that... '  he thought to himself,  'There's no way I can get any sleep if (y/n) 's in the same house. '

Authors Note
Sorry this one's kinda short guys it's late in tired.  Anyways if you have any suggestions let me know!  ❤ y'all g'night!