denial

Chapter 4

Keith just sat on the bed thinking  for more then 2 hours when kolivan,antok and vrek and a couple of others came in. Keith heard the door open so he look for a second then went back to his thoughts 

Oh you were serious about not sleeping tonight or the next ask kolivan 

Keith look at him but he didn't have hate in his eyes neither did he have a harsh tone when he said I always try to keep to my words so yes I was serious 

Kolivan look at him surprise and said no hate 

What ask Keith 

You spoke without an harsh tone or hate in your eyes said vrek 

Keith knew that they were not all bad so he try to put in a harsh tone and hate in his eyes so when they said that he realise that he forgot to do that so he got under the covers and try to go asleep but something poke him on the face and he open his eyes to see a member. Vrek . he mesmerize things like height or shape so he could tell who is who 

What is it vrek ask Keith 

How ask vrek 

You seriously didn't think that I wouldn't try to tell you guys apart ask Keith looking offended 

But Shiro couldn't said a member from the group that came in 

Because Shiro doesn't noticed things when trying to tell people apart sigh Keith 

But what make said vrek before Keith said body language,shape ,the way you act and your height 

Seriously shapes ask vrek 

You make it sound like I use that all the time which I don't only if the other Things can be match to another frown Keith 

Oh sorry said vrek awkwardly 

Its fine anyway why did you poke me ask Keith 

Oh that you didn't have hate or harsh tone why ask vrek 

Keith just turn to his other side and said I cannot help if I don't or not 

Then why turn to answer ask vrek 

Yeah what's with that ask antok 

Vrek, Antok leave the boy alone said kolivan taking his hood down 

Kolivan was probably the third tallest that Keith has ever seen. he has yellow eyes with a scar on the right and purplish skin and long braid white hair. 

Kolivan you must be interested to know why for the first time a creature outside our species didn't have hate in eyes and with no harsh gone ask Antok 

Well you see ... Said kolivan 

Well you see what ask Keith getting up 

Well how do I say this Keith have you ever met your parents and I am only asking because Shiro said he never met your mother said kolivan 

Well might as Well tell you sigh Keith 

What ask kolivan 

My father die when I was young and Shiro took me in so in a way he is like a brother sometimes and others a father which you don't want to father mode said Keith and smile at the end 

Oh and your mother ask kolivan but regret it when Keith face suddenly turn sad 

I didn't mean to said kolivan before Keith said I have never met her but before my dad die he said she was alive but he told me to look to the stars which means she is dead  so I really don't know because when I ask if she was dead because he said look to  the stars , he said she was alive and that she love the stars so I am really confuse on that 

So I might be right ask kolivan 

On what ask Keith 

I well when  me and Shiro were talking and you guys were focused on Keith in case he gets out of line I ask a question and I got Shiro to tell what not to ask and Shiro let something slip when I ask about the slip he told me about  that button and how your fighting remind him of an garla solider , your eyes , the time when pidge told him about your hand turning purple when hit by lightning from a druid and how the quintessence heal it and how your mother wasn't around and how your father said not to let you gave blood or take blood out of you so said kolivan 

You make it sound like he think I am only half human laugh Keith but stop when he saw kolivan face frowning 

Your serious said Keith 

Ask him in the morning said kolivan 

Keith just stare then everything came together why he wasn't allowed to give blood or have blood taken and why Shiro took his blood for testing instead of coran but he wasn't he was human fully 

So your an half breed ask vrek 

Keith look at vrek with hate and harsh tone and said if I was I would have something in common with garla So no 

Are You sure ask vrek 

100 percent said Keith 

What about a blood test ask an member 

What ask kolivan 

Blood test said the member 

You do realise that I am afraid of needles and that because Shiro once try to do it at home on me with no experience and I was only 5 said Keith looking annoyed 

Seriously did you have to go to the hospital ask the member 

No he totally didnt slip and the needle didn't go down creating a mark for awhile and I wasn't stuck in the hospital because of that said Keith sarcastically 

That got have hurt said the member 

I don't have the scar anymore so I don't try to remember and I only know this because when I ask Shiro why I am so scare easily by needles he told me sigh Keith 

Well we have experience so will you do it ask kolivan 

Keith shook his head and said no 

Kolivan sigh and said fine and you got a point earlier about they wouldn't let a half breed in Voltron so lets forget this even happen 

Sure but I will get angry at Shiro  in the morning and with that we might be shouting so just a heads up sigh Keith then he went to sleep but woke during the night by kolivan with a worry face and there were members looking at him. On his left was Shiro 

Are you okay ask kolivan 

Yeah why said Keith trying to make his breathe normal 

You were screaming said a voice that belong to vrek 

Just an nightmare and Shiro do you know where the bathroom is said Keith 

No answer Shiro 

I will take him sigh kolivan and Keith got up and follow him to the bathroom 

3 minutes later Keith came out of the stall and kolivan was standing where he was when Keith went in so Keith wash his hand then went to leave but kolivan said you know if you scream people names there is going to be trouble 

What are you talking about ask Keith 

You scream Antok why ask kolivan 

I just have nightmares that's all said Keith 

What happen in the dream ask kolivan 

None of your business growl Keith 

It is if one of my member is now shaking up said kolivan 

Keith look at kolivan and said just us taking down the empire and you , Antok and allura  were fighting the druids and one shot Antok and he died that's all so can I please go to bed 

Kolivan looking at Keith after a moments he said you are serious do you always have dreams like this 

Not always said Keith 

Lets go to bed then sigh kolivan and walk away and Keith follow him