Love Suckers

Chapter Seven

          I kept running until I saw the same cabin from the night before. The only person I can talk to right now is Sapphire. I didn't even bother calling but I just can't stay outside. I didn't even want to go home because if I did, Gabe will be there. I stopped running once I saw the familiar road that I walked last night. 

          When I was about half way here, it started raining. Just perfect weather for a girl in need of love ehh? I walked up the cabin steps and raised my hand to knock but stopped.

         Why am I here?

         It isn't like Sapphire and I are best friends. We only met the other day. Gosh why am I so stupid? 

         I walked down the steps and sat on the last one. I thought about all my problems. Im cold, stupid, my parents always work and im home with Gabe most of the time. Im starting to feel something for Gabe but I just don't know how to deal with this. My heart clenched. I don't want to loose him. I would die without him. He's my guy, my goof ball. I love him but I just don't know...

        I wasn't sure if I was crying or it was water pouring down my face from the rain. I really don't care what happens to me anymore. I blocked out everything except the noise of the rain. I felt sad and I have know one to make me feel better.

       "Umm who are you" a deep voice asked. He sounded far away so I didn't answer. All I did was cry and think. Think and cry. 

        I felt someone shake me hard so I looked up and screamed.

        "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT! I HAD A BAD DAY SO JUST MOVE ALONG AND LIVE YOUR LIFE! SORRY BUT I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS STOPPING YOU" I yelled. I saw a pair of blue eyes go wide and I snapped back to reality.

        "You are sitting on my porch. Of course im going to fucking ask you what the hell you need from me" he mumbled. It was Sapphire's brother from the other day.

        "OH SHIT! IM SORRY! I DIDN'T MEAN TO YELL I JUST-" I covered my face and tried to wipe my tears. It was hard to hear. The rain seemed to pick up a bit and I was starting to get a little cold. 

        "I'll go. Im sorry for bothering you" I said standing up, getting ready for a long journey to my house. Maybe it will be fun. Walking in the rain alone. Yeah...It could be fun...

         I heard someone calling my name and it sort of sounded like Gabe's voice. What the hell is wrong with me...I hate me...Im so fucking stupid!!

         I felt tears fall down my face again so I started running. I could hear my name being called. It sounded like a chorus of people calling my name. Star, Star, Star. 

         SHUT UP!!!! 

         It kept getting louder and louder and this time I really did scream.

         "SHUT UP!!!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!" I yelled, running...

         IM SUCH A BITCH! RUN YOU SLUT!!!

         I could see myself fall and I felt my face rub against the floor as I slid along it. As I layed on the floor I saw the rain hit the ground. My vision became very blurry and the last thing I saw were a pair of Jordans that Sapphire's brother wore. 

         All I saw in my head was girl who's face was titled to the side by some guy. It looked like he was giving her a hickey but I was proven wrong. The girl sunk to the floor and something dark was flowing down the guys face. The guy looked up and I saw blood pouring out of his mouth. Something flickered through the guys hard eyes and it looked alot like he was trying to say sorry...It felt as if he was staring at me...

         And that look reminded me so much of Gabe. Suddenly, everything went black around me and my mind was blank. 

         *~*

         I woke up in a white room. 

         OH SHIT!! DID I GET KIDNAPPED?!

        I tried getting up but big wires stopped me. What the fuck?

        "You up yet?" a deep voice said.

        I looked to my right and saw Sapphire's brother sitting in a chair. 

        "Uhhh...Hi? Why are you here?" I asked blushing. I would expect Gabe to be here. Where the hell is he anyway? 

        "You started screaming like a maniac near my house. I carried you here. My sister had the car sooooo...." he shrugged. 

        "Why would I be screaming? Why was I even-"

         Gabe, the kiss, the guy in my head, the voices...All of it came back to me.

         I slapped my forhead. SHIT!

         "Why were you at my house anyway? You okay right? Your not like...physco or anything?" he asked.

         Pffft, I might be.

         "OHH umm..No im not" I blushed.

         We sat in silence but he was the one to break it first.

         "Im Damien....umm..Im-I..So-...Im sorry I kicked you out the other day" he rushed out.

         I stared at him, shocked and busted laughing. 

         "HEY! What's so FUNNY!!!" He asked, blushing. 

         "Hahaaa! Nothing it's just..What was so hard about apologizing" I smiled.

        "Well..I-I never apologized to a g-girl before" he mumbled, rubbing the back of his head.

         "Get used to it. And it's fine. Really. Thank you for bringing me to the hospital" I blushed.

         He looked into my eyes for a while like he was confused about something but then looked at the floor and fidgeted with his fingers. 

          "You look pretty with red hair. Last time I saw you, you had brown curly hair but I like it both anyways" he said smiling.

          "Ohh...Thanks" I said blushing, remembering what happened the other day.

         "WELL! I have to go. It was really nice speaking to you but I can't stay. Your parents dropped by but they said they had to work" he spoke, standing up.

         "oh...Yeah..Thanks. Nice meeting you. Properly. OH! Thank you for..uhh...taking care of me" I smiled.

          "Oh..No problem. See you at school on Monday" he said, leaving.

          School?? Damien?

          ...oh shit. The boy in my class...

          Awwww hell.